Transfer essays

If I dress a million people in a plastic bag and make them follow a mindless
city path lead by an instructional video which entices them to modify their
walk into a fit expression of joy, then I will see the many expressions of
the W A Y shape as a byproduct drawn by their collective endeavour.

The People’s Republic of China is not scarce of its most precious resource,
and this is evident in the pervasion of every major city of Earth. The
presence of Chinese people is always associated with financial good luck,
health, and good food. It is not surprising then that during festival times
and world expositions many of the atendees play the role of paid actors,
which leads them to enjoy their experiences even more. In my practice I seek
to demonetize the human experience by rendering enjoyment pure. I also study
the human movement at the massive level. I very much enjoy trending and the
pursuit of senseless endeavours for the sake of positive and
friendship-inducing collective growth.

For the EXPO-EXOSKELETON studio I devised my project to study the presence
and manifestation of the W A Y shape at a massive scale. The W A Y shape is
an endless drawing which reduces the momentary presences to a shape akin to
a pinched circle. This pinch, or neck of the W A Y shape changes and evolves
depending on the agudez (acuity) of the instance. The head part or wider
area of the W AY shape shows the movement or relative ephemeral quality of
the situation, personality, presence, each instance maintains. The W A Y
shape may or may not be pre-existing, or manifested through collections, as
well as drawn by the artist purposefully or accidentally.

My study requires the presence of the most precious resource in China, fit
human bodies that can perform a cartwheel at will, present simultaneously in
a large city area from which each of the participants can view and listen to
a very attractive instructional video.

I have chosen four sites at which to work given the size of their
intersections and the ready availability of large viewing screens. Two of
these sites are underground, and two are above ground.

1. People’s Square intersection with Nanjing Road, using the screen at the
China Arts & Crafts Center as the trigger for a cartwheel parade that would
circle around People’s Square, The Central Theatre, and The Shanghai Center
for Architecture

and continue down to…

2. The metro station at People’s Square, as there are 10 screens with sound
that blast while entering the lower ground of the station

which after taking red line 1 would lead to stop at…

3. Xujiahui metro station, where there is a large screen with sound followed
by a smaller, silent screen on the way towards the station interchange of
water blue line 9. This is the place where most people would be expected to
begin to dissipate.

The large underground screen leading away from…

4. Metro City intersection, where there are three screens facing each other,
where the third screen is in the shape of a globe. This is the meeting point
of Caoxi North Rd & Zhaojiabang Rd. taking the path away from the metro
station arrival and down Zhaojiabang Rd going North East dissipating into
the thick of Shanghai, with maintained instruction by the video loop as the
crowd encounters each new viewing screen.

To study the collective movement of the mass, video recordings taken from
various elevated windows will be analysed for W A Y shape expression using
Facial Recognition Software. FRS has been proven to prefer white round
shapes that dimly reflect light, which will work for our purposes given the
contrast of the uniform on the concrete city environment.

Ideally, this would involve all participants to wear a uniform that
highlights their torso, such as a monochromatic sac with three holes, to
ease the study of the manifestation of the W A Y shape. The flow would also
be expected to diminish and dissipate into the city as the participants are
ailed by various issues.

W A Y is this case has become the name of the marriage between a parade and
a flashmob, with the purpose of expressing endless forms of the W A Y shape
as drawn naturally by the human form.

Yet it is unfathomable to think of attempting to obtain the help for this
project, as funding is nonexistent. To gather one million people for a
couple of hours, diverting traffic and the regular flow of a city which is
home to twenty million or more has been deemed an impossible feat.

如果我穿着一个塑料袋一亿人，使他们遵循一个盲目的城市，一个教学视频的引诱他们修改成适合表达他们的喜悦走的道路领先，
那么我将看到一个形状的方式表达了许多其副产品的集体努力绘制。

人民共和国的中国不是它的最宝贵的资源稀缺，这是显而易见的，在地球的每一个主要城市的渗透。在场的中国人民总是与金融好运，健康，良好的食物。那么，这并不奇怪，在佳节倍和世界博览会的
atendees许多发挥支付演员，角色，导致他们享受他们的经验，甚至更多。在我的实践我寻求demonetize
通过渲染享受纯粹的人的经验。我也学习了大量的人体运动的水平。我非常喜欢趋势和毫无意义的积极努力和友谊，为了追求经济增长引发的集体追求。

对于世博会外骨骼的画室，我的项目，研究制定在大规模的存在和形状的方式表现。形状之路是一个永无止境的绘图从而降低了短暂的存在到一个形状类似于一个捏圆。这捏，或形状改变的方式，脖子和演变取决于实例
agudez（视力）。将
哎头部形状或更广阔的领域展示了运动或相对的情况，个性，存在短暂的质量，每个实例维护。之路的形状可能是也可能不是预先存在的，或通过收集表现，以及由艺术家绘制故意或意外。

我的研究需要在中国最宝贵的资源存在，适合人体，可以执行一个车轮在会同时出现在一个大的城市面积从它的参与者都可以观看和收听一个非常有吸引力的教学视频。

我选择了这四个工作鉴于其规模和路口大屏幕观看随时提供的网站。这些网站的两个在地下，地面和两个以上的。

1。人民广场，南京路交叉口，使用作为一个车轮游行触发在中国工艺品中心屏幕，将一圈人民广场，中央剧院和上海中心的建筑

并继续向下..

2。在人民广场地铁站，因为有0个爆炸的声音，在进入该站地面较低的屏幕

其中服用后会导致红号线停在..

3。徐家汇地铁站，那里有一个健全的大屏幕由更小，在通往水站转乘蓝线无声电影的方法之后。这是大多数人预计将开始消失的地方。

领先的大型地下屏幕距离..

4
。新都城路口，那里有三个屏幕面对对方，在第三个屏幕中的地球仪的形状。这是道及漕溪北路肇嘉浜路路的交汇点。走的道路离地铁车站到了肇嘉浜路去东北消散进入上海厚维持由视频循环的指令，为群众遇到的每个新的显示屏。

要研究群众集体运动，从各种高层的窗户采取录像分析的方式将形状使用面部识别软件的表达。FRS
的已经被证明是比较喜欢白色的圆形形状，反射光线昏暗，这将在给定的统一对城市环境的具体对比我们的目的。

理想的情况下，这将涉及所有与会者穿制服，突出如三孔单色囊躯干，以纾缓的方式塑造表现力的研究。流量预计也将减少和消失进了城作为参加心疼的各种问题。

路是这个案子已经成为游行之间的婚姻和flashmob名称与表达为人类制定的自然形成的形状之路无尽的形式目的。

然而，这是深不可测想试图获得这个项目的帮助，因为资金是不存在的。搜集了几个小时，疏导交通，一个城市的正常流动，是家庭到二十万美元以上的百万人已被认为是不可能的壮举。

introducing the loop by homotopy

Posted on August 5, 2010 by icecreamwithyou

https://docs.google.com/document/pub?id=1Hjcdf3x_GvxdGwp0D6l0xctTTk19fS-XffRRELN5NEY&embedded=true

defining the postmodern in 500 words or less.

Posted on August 2, 2010 by icecreamwithyou

https://docs.google.com/document/pub?id=1CHM4GHxcDmoMBuT4AGUj-LWuAaOCnKQd-1_mZtlGBaI&embedded=true

Las Cordilleras de Malleco

Posted on July 7, 2010 by icecreamwithyou

About Me 2010

Posted on June 19, 2010 by icecreamwithyou

Basics:
Name: Catalina
DOB: may 2 1985
Birthplace: Antofagasta, Chile
Current location: Plano. Texas.
Eye color: chestnut
Hair Color: chocolate / chestnut (virgin)
Height: 5′5″
Heritage: Chilean, Italian, Arabic, Spanish, mmmhhhh… and other stuff
Piercings: one on the left, two on the right, and one on the right side of my nose that i hope closes eventually
Tattoos: FIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Favorite:
Band/Singer: LENSE
Song: #celebs
Genre of Music: gajillions time
Color(s): all of them except blue. well, blue’s pretty cool too. mostly pink and yellow very often.
TV show(s): cartoons, chilean and brazillian soaps, discovery kids, animal planet, how i met your mother
Movie(s): cat soup, spirited away, akira, the obvious cheesy 80s ones, austin powers, space jam, beauty & the beast
Food: mooi chocolate, my madre’s bread
Store: barney’s, chinatown
#: all digits in all their combinations
Drink: highball
Clothing Brand: is W A Y shape
Shoe Brand: boutique shit, converse
Animal: kittehs, hyde park possums, pumas
Pizza topping: pineapple
Season: summer
Month: may
Holiday: my birthmonth
Flower: fuck flowers very gently
This or That: a lil somthn somthn
Sunny or rainy: rainbows!
Chocolate or vanilla: double chocolate chip cookie in vanilla soymilk
Fruit or veggie: anything but capsicum
Night or day: lazy early afternoon
Sour or sweet: tarty
Love or money: make-up relationships
Phone or in person: abduction to obtain undivided attention
Poor & happy or rich & miserable: lololoooooo whatever dude
Looks or personality: looks, definitely.
Coffee or tea: depends on quality, but tea is default
Hot or cold: warm
Your:
Goal for this year: be a mega pop star
Most missed memory: calzones rotos y sopaipillas
Best physical feature: my cunt
First thought waking up: wtf? im still alive? YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Future:
Do you wanna get married: only if i get knocked up
Do you wanna have kids: a whole school!
If so, how many: *I SAIS* a eh whole school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Do you wanna go to college: FML IM STILL IN COLLEGE D:
What do you want to be: a mega pop star before the end of this year
Do You:
Dance in the rain: always
Smoke: grass over tobacs
Drink: too often these days
Shower daily: jajajajajaja if i can be bothered
Like thunderstorms: si!
Curse: when it’s absolutely necessary
Sing: to myself constantly, and promote such behaviours
Play an instrument: play with everything!!!!!!!!
Think you are good looking: wtf. i am the bestest looking ever! I am so hot
Get along with your parents: only after breakfast
Other Questions:
Can you whistle: ya
Right or left handed: ambipedexterous
Your bedtime: I AM AN ADULT!
Biggest fear: not saving the world on time for cartoons
3 things you can’t live without: tea, t-shirts, bubbles
Color of your room: must be pink, but im working around the cream at my parents house
Siblings: two hot assholes
Middle name: José
Pets: LOL-0
Nicknames: cata, cat, leena leen, ho, bitch, fucking cunt, way, shape, meow, OHMYGOD.
For or against gay marriage: i may need it someday
Thoughts on abortion: not into it but ok with it
If you could be anywhere right now where would you be: on your chest, my love, wherever you are
Do you wear contacts/glasses: ya
Are you afraid of the dark: if it smells bad

how to make it home during mid-year break.

Posted on June 18, 2010 by icecreamwithyou

attend school in a really outlandish place like Sydney, Australia when your parents live somewhere really ridiculous like Plano, Texas. this works perfect especially since you wont get any sleep for at least 24 hours straight, and will have to go through several security checkpoints, and deal with real-world creepies while in a very well-maintained, very drunken, drugged, and sedated state at all moments. alone.
do not sleep the night before, maintaining a semi-hungover wakeful state that will vary in drunken stupour in a plane-ride dependent status
have a ginger tea four hours before boarding
allow plenty of fuck-up time when making way to airport
order a silver cab, but take the wilder red, pimped out fluffball because its closer to the corner where youre standing
make friends with the cracked out driver, give him the directions, and then end up teaching him how to use googlemaps on his ifone while getting lost in midmorning traffic
still make it early to airport to pick up food and transport allowance from western union because you lost your bank card and ur hella broke. also because the other airline you have to take will charge u for luggage since its 2010
bring a friend with you who cant afford the cab ride because you need him / her to stay in the car while you waste meter time in obtaining the cash somewhere reaaaaaalllly deep in the airport shopping mall
spend 1/3 of ur allowance paying off the driver, while arguing with him that he should at least share some of the drugs he’s taken during his working hours. yes, you are probably still drunk from popping so much champane last night before the futbol game.
check in at ticket counter and learn that the second 1/3 of ur allowance has to pay for half of ur luggage… they never told you that in this particular airline you are only allowed one free piece
call ur father in mild desperation because the last 1/3 of the allowance will be spent on more luggage moving around drama.
throw ifone on the ground, killing it with the smash because your slightly drunk father just told u u were too much drama to deal with and hung up on you
scare the shit out of the counter lady, who creates a more fucked up situation at the gate that will be told later
spend the last $15 on a beer and a glass of champagne with your friend. while chatting on his / her blue-screen nokia with both parents who have realized that their daughter may just be in some discomfort and obtain all of the flight information necessary for the next airports. one day of no food will not kill you, they say.
beer does the job, and calms down the spirits through the security checkpoint. at this point, with all things considered, you have 9 minutes before the plane takes off. piece of cake? this place cant be that confusing. airports are meant to facilitate transport……. and then u realize youre in Sydney, the birthplace of the shopping mall. it takes 10 minutes to run through the duty-free maze and 2 more to figure out that the person at the gate holding the old school fone receiver has actually been paging you personally because youre late, and soon he tells you that although you are there before the plane door is closed, he is going to ngaf and close it in your face.
sit on the ground at the gate and draw lots of pictures while someone claims to fix your problem
follow a dude named chris to another counter and get scolded for everything any other bitch has ever done, and as usual, in a very soft voice explain what has actually happened, and that you need a way to call your parents.
lots more drama. then give counter chris your parents movil #s and pass out on a bench for about an hour and a half
be woken up by counter chris with a printout of a handwritten letter signed by your mother, and receive orders to obtain boarding pass in another hour.
go back to bench to sleep again
wake up with a homeless dude chillin on the other side and wonder what the fuck is a homeless dude doing at the gate and then realize the shopping cart is his luggage. your camera fone is dead remember?
pretend its a hallucination and warm yourself in the bathroom with the hand dryers for a long time
get into another drama with the new counter lady Michiko because the previous check-in lady has warned about my violent, ifone shattering, outburst. but in the end, there is no basis for drama so the issue is dropped and receive your boarding passes.
at least now you are clear for the next two rides
blow bubbles while waiting for boarding
board plane to Auckland, you are lucky enough to have three seats to yourself, so take a very interrupted nap for two and a half hours. eat a vegan meal with red wine. ignore the aging dyke with tourette’s sitting in front.
wonder why everything regarding New Zealand has to do with kiwis until reaching the next gate. get really confused again and be the last person boarding the plane again
board plane to LAX, realize youre aisle surrounded by senior citizens, rail half a diazepam, spend a long time putting on eyeliner, then attempt a nap while covered by a blanket from head to toe. get tapped on the elbow by the lady behind and ignore her.
get your vegan meal first because youre so special, and subsequently annoyed by the surrounding seniors who do not understand your sense of space and get curious
attempt another nap and get tapped by lady behind again. have a mild argument with annoying lady
“ghrgnrca something something… !!!”
“i’m sleeping. please dont bother me.”
“uhgs vs svuns sbhdnkglh……!!!!!!!” :: tap tap tap ::
“i’m sorry, but i did not design the infrastructure of this plane which causes all these annoyances and disparities. noone forced you to prefer economy.”
(lady seeks out flight attendant) “her seat is too far back!” (all of the seniors chime in collectivelly)
(to flight attendant) “they’ve been annoying me all day!!! please help me i am only trying to sleep “
awesome flight attendant moves you immediately next to the cutest little boy ever, have no neighbours in front, behind, or beside.
ask for rum and diet coke, obtain a triple shot with coke, and dilute with diet coke. at least youll get to play with cups and ice and liquids for a bit
intoxicate yourself to sleep.
wake up, rail 1/4 diazepam, and intoxicate to sleep again after joking around with flight staff about the neverending ride
wake up and have breakfast, the male flight attendants have caught on and dispose of all remaining alcohol before full consciousness. they have continuously been waking you up to offer water that you also keep rejecting. WATER FROM PLASTIC?????? WTF.
regain world domination by applying makeup correctly, and finishing the entire breakfast serving minus the cereal.
arrive at lax, collect your luggage in a record half an hour somehow among the sea of bags lined up everywhere, and then walk your ass all the way from terminal 2 to terminal 4 in the hot heat after spending at least an entire hour trying to figure out where the domestic side of the airport resides
check in, drop bags at x-ray, and blow plenty of bubbles while standing in security checkpoint line. also get bumped continuously by the semi-cute dudes standing behind you. they just wont ever get your attention. the best part becomes when the 1/3 allowance remaining for luggage since the flights were not actually connected gets waived by a really nice check-in counter dude probably named chris or john. win!
so now you can eat a salad with lots of guacamole and a black bean patty, and excess lemon juice at Chili’s as well as sip on a tall glass containing a double shot of Knobb creek with soda water AND NO ICE. ask the person next to you the time because all your electronics are out of comission and there are no clocks anywhere. feel strange becauce you have probably never had to ask a stranger for the time. relax because you have a couple more layover hours to kill. you did try to find a $10 prepaid movil everywhere in the terminal, but failed.
draw and color some more
board plane to DFW, rail the last bit of diazepam, reapply eyeliner, pass the f out for the entire ride. trip out when waking up because the dude sitting to your right is reading a book and also looks EXACTLY like a fat version of your oldest brother who does not ever fly out of LAX to DFW because he’s just got a different map. pretend its another hallucination again and find it very amusing!
eat a bag of salted peanuts while waiting for the luggage and then take it outside where your mother arrives driving your father’s truck.
although your cat will run out of the house to play with all the other kittehs as soon as you arrive, things are ok because your father actually made tiraditos ceviche style specially for you, to enjoy with a blue moon beer and melon for dessert.
wonder for the rest of the holiday how it became possible that you ever ate Oporto’s, Macca’s, Sweet Chilli anything, arnott’s cookies, and Tim Tam icecream to the degree that it was all normal.

#celebs ringtones

Posted on May 23, 2010 by icecreamwithyou

normal
glitter</a?

UNVEILING OF MESCHAN SUMMER AUTUMN 2010 STYLE OF WHAT IS IN THE BAG.

Posted on April 24, 2010 by icecreamwithyou

INJURED BABY MYNA BIRD FOOD

Posted on April 16, 2010 by icecreamwithyou

ONCE UPON A TIME there was a baby bird attempting to learn how to fly.

Her name was Georgina, and she was just reincarnated as a Myna bird after dying from a very bad mugging in Redfern, where she was shot several times on her tramp stamp by a shitload of bbs while being strangled and suffocated with a plastic bag. But that is another story.

So Georgina’s parents decided that it would be a good idea to throw her from the tree branch. (insert ableist joke)

Unfortunately, Georgina’s wings did not serve her any purpose and she fell flat on the cobblestones / concrete brick path near the bus stop, being stunned for a few moments while her parents tried to figure out how to get her back on the nest.

All the while a boy whistling did not see her and kicked her very far!!!

I hear baby bird cries and I try to figure out what violent attack has happened and I see such boy wondering if he must finish Georgina off, mending her suffering.

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU SUCK!!!!!!!!! I claim. And pick up baby bird, cradling her with my hands.

But she is a pest bird! says the head of the boy, and he verbalizes as baby bird must not want to live any longer / her parents will take care of her.

But Cata knows best. I take Georgina with me to school that day and she happily hangs out on my finger and won’t let go. The security bus driver was tripped out by the noise, and became very happy once he saw I was loving a baby bird back to health.

I am very grateful that this happened to some degree, I think Myna birds are really cute and got tired of boys telling me that they are the single birds in Australia that it is legal to kill at will. THAT IS SO HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now I can haz pet!!!!!!!!

WHAT TO FEED A VEGAN MYNA BIRD:

1/4 cup of hummus
1/8 cup of red miso
1/4 cup of soup stock (or more, if she likes it more watery)
a squirt of juice from half of a lemon to keep it fresh for the day

feed with a diabetic sized syringe (but no needle) whenever she peeps, until she falls asleep.

cuddle her with a well-worn scarf, as she likes to smell who loves her.

make a nest in the laundry basket. she will burrow in there by herself. she will also sleep on the side of such basket, as it resembles a treebranch to some degree.

Myna birds like being petted. And they will love you back =^.^= yes, they even love a kitteh like me!!!

MESCHAN SUMMER 2010 – TEXTILES

Posted on March 31, 2010 by icecreamwithyou

http://antiparti.cl/meschansummer/MESCHAN%20SUMMER%202010%20LOOKBOOK.pdf

temp room

Posted on March 13, 2010 by icecreamwithyou

yarrly. I lived in an authentic Aussie sharehouse with 7 Malaysians, 2 Indians, 1 French, 1 American, 1 Australian mailman, and the Indonesian caretaker. We never hung out since I only stayed for 4 or 5 nights, and I scared them immensely with my friendly self-intros. Why am I so scary when I try to be nice??

Anyway, I’m living on campus housing now. All my housing worries are over at least for the remainder of this year =^.^=

If you want to send me cakes, flowers, and chocolates please do so at

Catalina Vallejos
UNSW Village
Gate 2 High Street
University of New South Wales
Sydney, NSW 2052
Australia

im bored.

Posted on March 9, 2010 by icecreamwithyou

AIM me – rhombomerica

How you order a diet coke in this world:

Posted on February 15, 2010 by icecreamwithyou

Usually, it is easy to tell whether the diet coke comes from a fountain, glass pop bottle, can, or in the worst of cases, a plastic 2 liter bottle. This tip only applies at a restaurant where you plan to order al dente or such other nomz.

Ice: if the soda is from a fountain, it is probably a good idea to order ice, since it tones away the fact that your coke will be watered down.
It is also good to accept or ask for ice in the case of the dreaded 2 liter plastic bottle since they usually are kept outside the fridge or in a low-budget cooler.

Lil glass bottles and cans r always a win ^.^ you can even save water by drinking from them!

How to ask for a soda that will likely be brought to you appropriately:

NEVERS EVERS begin your initial sentence with “I will…” “I’d like…” “I …” because unless youre a child, this will make you seem like an asshole.

Just name what you desire, and the server who is trained to know that you are there will naturally follow suit.

Always say please and thank you. DUH.

Yea, there are servers there out to get you, especially if they know you always will tip out of custom, and really all they like is special treatment. In such case, ask them how their day is going even before ordering anything. Isn’t the mood of the place the first thing you care about before even sitting down? Right??

Diarrhea

Posted on February 15, 2010 by icecreamwithyou

rant.

ok?

I have only posted images of my current sejour in Sydney on YiEAH! so go there if you’d like to get bored.

MmmmMmhhhhhh I have the gnarliest stummy ache since yesterday, and if you care, that means that I have had a literally shitty V-Day. At least there was no suffering of Vaginas involved this time around ^.^ but my asshole pleads mercy

Self-interview:

Q: So, Cata, what have you been eating in Sydney, since there is no Mooi?? How can you survive without your mother’s tasty salad, how how how are you not dying to get them raw goodies in yo belly???

A: O M G. I am starving so hard even @fakekarl would be proud. I do tempt myself with cakes and such, and in the worst of cases I will EAT black rice with sheep’s milk yoghurt but up to this point, all my fat reserves have served me well until I found these!!! and there’s also these, these, and coffee, but I have quit caffeine since my sleep has been severely disturbed for some reason :/ oohhh the nom nom nomz. I was made aware of the monthly raw meal, but I find it hard to communicate with gripps o Aussie hippies all at the same time………. esp since I’m weird about eating meals in front of ppl to begin with………. aanyway. I’ve also been eating miso soup. Candy too: strawberry peanut butten M&M’s, pop rocks, and froot snaks that I brought along with me.

Q: ya fool, whatever. Have you found anything fun to play with yet? Who are you chillin with lately?

A: ehhh…… I like to keep ma kickin secret. Find me and u’ll know =+.^=

Q: come onnnnn you’re just pretending to have friends. we all know you’re a lame ass loner!

A: STFU. Ok, I’ve been inspecting apartments and looking at places to live. Shit is difficult here, even for me! Its like being Australian is the only way to find rent. Mmh… what to do about that? I ONO HALP!!!!!!

Q: Mmmhk. So I heard you were going to hang out in India before school started?? what happened to THAT?

A: HEY! by the time the Indian Embassy granted me le visa, plane tix were so expensive I would not even try to convince any relatives to sponsor me. yadaddadameen?

Q: Oh. right. I see. So you can’t be getting any plastic surgery procedures yet huh.

A: wtf. LOLOLOLOOO YA RITE.

Q: Hey, just playin wit cha

A: whatever yo

Q: ok, back to the interview.

A: WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?

Q: stop being so damn dramatic. I’m you and you’re obviously takin your split personality disorder too seriously.

A: BWAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

Q: tell me about the title of this post

A: well, I’ve had the shittiest weekend. i’m still feeling sick and managed to feed myself a little bit, but it doesn’t look like it’s going to make it to the colon. I HATE BUBBLEGUTS!!!!!!!!!!

Q: WHOA there. youre a ranter! i dont even know what else to ask u. feels like you’ll spill all ur shit on me. no pun intended but that might be sexy…

A: :: HUGE sigh ::

bag unveiling SUMMER EDITION!

Posted on January 22, 2010 by icecreamwithyou

** please excuse my raspy voice! i have been smoking some cigarettes lately **

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welcome to the unveiling

Posted on January 3, 2010 by icecreamwithyou

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I LOVE WERNER HERZOG EVEN THOUGH HE DOESN NOT KNOW HOW TO ANSWER TO ANY QUESTIONS ABOUT HIS WORK COHERENTLY OR LOUD ENOUGH AND NOW I FIND OUT HE'S HELLA HOT? IM DEAD. and he now resides on my desktop.

Posted on December 24, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

before? there is no after. Herzog was delicious cake and I ate him. Then I pooped him out so yall could hang out. He still looks like this in my head since now.

HEWLETT'PACKARD PROMOTES RACIST TECHNOLOGY. and Google is an ignorant secretary.

Posted on December 23, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

RT @icecreamwithyou ULTRA LOWL RT @lollerskates HP社のパソコンは差別主義者な件。http://bit.ly/7ZscIe HPさんがどんな説明でくるかは楽しみですｗ

http://translate.google.com == PC is a matter of who’s sexist. http://bit.ly/7ZscIe HP says or what the explanation is coming forward w

Apparently humanity is taught improperly.

What I mean to say is that a few hours ago, I clicked on the link tweeted by @lollerskates and I encountered the reaction of a man and his co-worker to the impressive new technology offered my HP, where the eternal “omg my webcam needs to follow my face because I move too much and my mom on the other side of the world can’t watch me masturbate as if for some reason she cared to see every little movement I make while we are on skype”

Well, a few months ago I was reading up on Slovenian technology-based art and I came across their solving face recognition based on colour capted by the frame.

click text below to dl article:

This is amazing, beautiful and awesome! BUT there is a HUGE BUTT in the way.
This facial recognition, which relies on light reception, as photography, and a lot of non-digital video does, does not take into account that all human faces aren’t WHITE. Also, Apple failed to fix this issue in their Photobooth app, as you all may have noticed, even though the screen asks you to disappear from the frame while it is capturing the background so that your face won’t blend in with the moon landing background, it is likely that if you are anywhere near the color of the wall behind you, your face may blend in with outer space (if you’ve played with photobooth or ichat, you know what i am talking about. otherwise, leave a comment and i shall clarify).

HP failed to realize this, as in the impetus of moving the image presented by this artwork’s poppy techonogical breakthrough, and Apple’s fun narcissistic toy app, about 50% of the entire world was left faceless!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The fact that a lighter skintone will be recognized as closer to “standart white skin” will eventually dissipate melanin variations as being part of the background of existence.

Let’s say for instance that I, Cata, a girl with yellowish-orangish-beige skin is chillin in front of my brandnew HP with facial recognition on a cream-and-yellow colored background. I want to show my mother the new dance moves I learned at the club. So I get up, and “forget” to stay within the constraints of the webcam because duh, I have the cool one that will follow my skin so she can watch me uninterrupted. Well, as I am probably not pasty enough to shine under the light, the camera will forget my face exists and not move at all.

I haven’t actually tried this, as I am broke and anti-social, but I am sure that this will be the case.

What I am asking for is that this problem is solved.

Face recognition technology needs to begin to recognize regions of concavity, curvature, and threedimensional space rather than assume all people are shiny peaches with dark, recognizable features. Like beyond 010101010101 type shit.

Maybe a camera that can sense volumes and density, like the 3-D holographic computer receives hand energy like a cloudy mouse.

Way!

Dear Old White dude all the time:

Posted on December 2, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

Yes, the land of the free to which I emigrated has a long history of being totally pwnd by the eternal old white dude. I think it’s probably because of thanksgiving.

So I would like to express my emotions to my epiphany.

I really appreciate your existence, old white man, and I appreciate much more that throughout history you have managed to model your ultimate fetishist desire after my image.

It is not hard to acknowledge your male gaze that seeks so fervently to undress me in public so shamelessly that my integrity feels damaged. Especially when several of you line up in public spaces, such as museums, airports, malls, galleries, and other highly caucasian areas just to watch me, brown womyn, walk by.

Once in a while you approach and inhale my scent, as if I was a delicate flower ripe for display.

Once in a while you approach with negative intentions, expecting me to deliriously forget my upbringing in a mess of rock n roll hair fantasies.

Oftenmore though, it is the shameless pointing and approaching that gets me more deeply, whether it is from a car, on foot, or your tractor. You really know how to make a womyn feel irreversibly sexy and objectified.

My greatest issue though arises from the fact that I know that beautiful white males become beautiful old white dudes. That is cool. The issue though. The issue is that when you are young and attractive, you fail to learn how to love me and hold my hand. And when old, your advances are not that of love, but that of empty lust projected by that wedding band, nervous key jingling, open public money counting, and open gaze piercing. You don’t seek to impregnate me.

Why is it that *I* have become the object of indecent regalia?

You created for yourself tall, gorgeous busty blondes who throughout visual art history prefer to be displayed as trophy. I’m SO OK WITH THAT! I was really into displaying my ex-gf as trophy, but then she got over it because she’s actually mexican. And then she dyed her hair black. :: sigh ::
My brother’s wife LOOOOOVES sleazy attention and we all know it. YIEAH!

Where does the need to psychologically abuse womyn that in their own history their beauty has been maintained in secret?

Your reaction to me is the perpetuation of the assumptions the Quran makes about men who see uncovered womyn. mmhhh. but in a free world, I prefer not to overaccessorize. hjabs are hot.

Yet in ALL brown cultures worldwide it is modesty that drives gendered living.

But i am not going into the issue of gender here. I see myself as pangendered, androgynous, etc. You do not know what this means, so to you I appear as a confused teen more than a gender-less adult who sees fashion through the eyes of maximum comfort.

(yes, there are ::exceptions:: but those are rare.)

I would appreciate your acknowledgement of my presence bubble. You are not allowed into conversation unless you are able to shake my hand while maintaining eye contact.

Posted on November 25, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

pppppppprrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. i just slobbered all over your brain.

forker winningest

Posted on November 23, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

Daul Kim, you are ballz.

LOVER APPLICATION:

Posted on November 17, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

The only attribute possibly of importance is endless chillin forever.

THIS IS WAY SEXY, AND OVERRIDES ALL REQUIREMENTS:

if you are this human, or a human like this, all you need to like is me

If you are not Mathieu, please refer to the following for a lead:

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on not going on tour ever.

Posted on November 16, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

thus the following never happened,

as this didn’t as well:

consequently,

and finally,

muchas gracias.

BOOM YIEAH WAY DASWASSUP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Posted on November 10, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

is W A Y shape in 2-D

Posted on October 24, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

make me a Java app. im on the poverty side of things.

Posted on October 20, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

the Ralph Macchio smartfono retired after five years of battling healthy brain cells in this planet. if you had the chance to meet such a warrior, like omg was it the ultimate beer opener! but such hacked HTC Turnado eventually got all naked and died, as shown previously. no, i’m not sharing the magic on the internetz. why? because.

also, some of my dreams came true, but in a much thereifixedit.com type of way. kinda like it always happens in ghettoland

is all good:
http://vimeo.com/moogaloop.swf?clip_id=7160611&server=vimeo.com&show_title=0&show_byline=0&show_portrait=0&color=a69a9a&fullscreen=1

but LG made it, there is no charm loop hole, the metal part is actually not strong at all as it is ducktape… (i lost the battery cover sometime last weekend………………………. dont even ask because i dont remember shit.) no wi-fi, but g3 is pretty fasty, the interphase is about to get HACKED THE SHIT OUT OF BECAUSE IT AINT OPEN SOURCE. not telling you what im splashing next…………….. and since I quit drinking beers, they open in front of me so I dont really worry about beer-opening….. thats cool. though the music volume is high enough to work, THE MICROFONO SUCKS ASS AND MY MOM KEEPS THINKING SHE CANT HEAR ME CUZ I MIGHT BE HIGH OR SOMETHING…………………… omg. i hate being so damn cool.

OH, AND THE CAMERA DOES NOT HAVE A FLASH THIS TIME AROUND… AND THE BODY IS STILL NOT CREDITCARD SIZED THOUGH THE SCREEN CLEARLY IS…… ANYWAY………. the dude at the used fono store didnt like me that much… he shd have given me the microSD just for fun! whattt ever.

its impossible to ever please me.

SACRAMENTO, CA

Posted on October 16, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

BATTLER

Posted on October 12, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

http://vimeo.com/moogaloop.swf?clip_id=7034610&server=vimeo.com&show_title=0&show_byline=0&show_portrait=0&color=a69a9a&fullscreen=1

spam email

Posted on October 5, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

— On Mon, 10/5/09, _______________ wrote:

Date: Monday, October 5, 2009, 2:07 PM

Have you guys seen more courage than this, chk it out,

With Warm Regards,

— On Mon, 10/5/09, _________________________ wrote:

Date: Monday, October 5, 2009, 12:42 AM

What is Courage!!!
What is courage according to you?
Is it driving dangerously in a car?
Jump with a parachute?
Bungee jumping?
Extreme ski?
Insulting your boss?
I have now discovered the true meaning of courage and you see it below.
I am sure you will agree that only few of us would dare this much……
let me introduce you to courage…..

FOR ANOTHER'S MONETARY PROFIT:

Posted on September 23, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

“hey who wants a hot new lok 20 dollars ill wear ur pant 4 a week ull get a hot new design” – joe ramos aka CAULKY

the cost of this service is $25 – all profits will benefit the artist

send all payment to whiteascouldb@yahoo.com

ANTI-MONEY BARTERING!!!!!!!!!!

Posted on September 20, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

please support my art ya?

http://meschansummer.antiparti.cl

VATALINA ESSAY WAY

Posted on September 20, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

reflecting upon still.
roughness is dangerous, and danger is juicy.
so is the natural trash day installations of a city.
as well as the superflat visuals.
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmh.
the food is delicious

but human interaction is at an all time shitty. protocol is followed with load of self-disgust. why do people hate themselves so deeply in this part of the world?
a vata attempted to find out and was like ewww and OMG a lot.

……………….._________________________++++++++++++++++++++++++

LEEN LIKE A CHOLA 2009 DIA CINCO!!!!!!!

Posted on September 18, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

TOO MUCH OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

FUN FUN YIEAH!!

SOME GOOD I.E. FUN YAAAAA YO

LEEN LIKE A CHOLA 2009 DIA CUATRO

Posted on September 17, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

SO LAST TIME AROUND I WAS BORN ON THIS DAY AND IT WAS BORING OMGGG

SO ALSO MY FAMILIA IS STARTIN TO GET SUSPICIOUS ABOUT MY OUTINGS INTO A CITY ALL ALONE ESPECIALLY BECAUSE I DONT BRING STUFF BACK LIKE SHOPPIN BAGS. MMHHH WELL NOTHING HAS REALLY FELT LIKE I NEEDED TO BUY STUFF I ONO. DEY THINK IM COMIN BACK PREGNANT OR SOMETHING WUUTTT!!!!??!?!?!??!

SO TODAY IM DEF GOING TO GET SOME FABRICS AT THE FASHION DISTRICT AND MAKE SOME CURTAINS FOR MY COUSINS PLACE AND SOME ICECREAM OR SOMETHINGGG HOW CAN I BRING THEM ICECREAM BACK IF THEY WONT EVEN EAT IT!!!!!!!! ALL MELTED N JUNK JAJAJAJAJAJAJ

OK SO IMMA EAT SOME LUNCH AND THEN ILL GO OUT AGAIN…… I HOPE IS WARMER

OH MA GAAAD PEOPLE IN THE CITY TODAY WERE RECONIZIN ME AS THE CHOLA THAT I AM BUT SOME PPL KEPT GETTIN JUST THE WRONGGGHGHGHG IDEAAAAA WAT DE EFE!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO I GOT FOLLOWED, OFFERED DRUGS, OFFERED MONEY TO STRIP, DEMANDED KISSES, DEMANDED CHANGE, DEMANDED ATTENTION, I GOT FLAT-TIRED, PUSHEEEED, HIT WITH BAGS, STRANGELY CARESSED, HARASSED IN ALL SORTS OF WAYS……… UMMMMMMMMMM I DONT KNOW IF I WANNA GO BACK OUT TOMORROW BUT IM JUT GONNA THINK ITS THE GARMENT DISTRIC THAT SOOO SLEAZYYYCUZ TOMORROW I THINK IS THE CONFERENCE ON ART STUFF THAT CATALINA KEPT TELLIN ME ABOUT. MAAAYBE ILL FEEL LIKE LEARNIN ABOUT NEW STUFF AND CONVERSIN…… IS BEEN TOO MUCH TO HANDLE THESE PAST TWO DAYS PPL ACT ALL CRAZY AROUND ME…… OR MAYBE IS THE CITY AND THATS JUST HOW IT IS???????????????????

I GUESS SOOOO I GOT CATALINA’S DEBIT CARD STOLEN CUZ OF BEIN A VOLADA N SHIT. OH MA GAAD.

SO EFFIN BROKE NOW I MESSED UUUUPPPPPPPPPPPP

LEEN LIKE A CHOLA DIA TRES!!!!!!!!

Posted on September 16, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

WUT WUT MADE IT TO THE CITY FINALY AND PPL ARE LIKE WHO IS DIS DIRTY BITCH!!!!!!!!!! IS PRETTY FUNNY. MORE OLD WHITE PPL FOLLOWIN ME AROUND THAN YOUNGER BROWN PPL AS IT WAS ON MONDAY!!!!!! I WAS TRYIINAA LOOK ALL NICE TOO WT EFE!

SO NOW IM SITTIN AT A TEASHOP CALLED MARIEBELLE AND THEY RESERVE THE F-IN LUXURY TO NOT HAVE ORGANIC CHOCOLATE AND ANYTHING SWEETED WITH AGAVE. O M G. IM ABOUT TO STARVE REALLY SOON AND IN A PLACE THAT DOES NOT HAVE MY FOOD.

http://www.youtube.com/v/BsVDWMLBSVM&hl=fr&fs=1&

SO TELL ME DIS WHY DONT THEY ALL JUSS *KNOW* IM MEXICAN HERE??????????? WHYYYY DO THEY KEEP TELLIN ME VENETIAN WHEN MEXICO IS NOT IN ITALY OMGSSSSS

I REALLY WANT TO SEE WINNIE N POOH KCYA

OO AND THIS TEA N CAKE STORE IS CLOSIN DOWN FOREVER ON SUNDAY THAT S SOOO SAD I WISH THEY SOLD VEGAN/ORGANIC THINGS ITS SOOO CUTE I WANT TO OWN IT :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

SOOOOO I SAW THE ORIGINAL TIGGER!!!!! THE REALEST STUFFED KITTY EVAARRRRR!!!!!!!! ILL SHOW U LATER ONCE I PUT ALL THE PICS ON MY COMPUTER BUT THE HAD ALL THE WINNIE DA POOH N FRIENDS STUFFED ANIMALS ON DISPLAY AT THE NEW YORK CITY LIBRARY. IS SOOOOOOOOOOO NICE N COOL IN THERE!!!!!!

NOW IM SLEEPIN SO TIRED OF A LONG DAY MUAAAH

Gang:
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Roo:
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Piglet:
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Tigger:
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Eeyore:
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Winnie the Pooh:
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SO ALSO A CHOLA NOTICED THAT IN A VERY CROWDED AND TRAFFICKY BLOCK IN FRONT OF THE LIBRARY AN AMBULANCE, A FIRETRUCK, A POLICE CAR, AND THE GARBAGE TRUCK GOT STUCK FOR A WHILE AT THE SAME TIME WITH ALL THEIR SIRENS BLASTING. AND I WAS LIKE DUUUUUUUDE TO MYSELF AND IT WAS KINDA LIKE RIVERSIDE, BUT THE TACO TRUCK AND PALETAS WERE MISSIN SO LOL FO SHO

LEEN LIKE A CHOLA 2009 DIA DOS!!!

Posted on September 15, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

GOOD MORNIN!!!!!!!!!! I BE UPDATIN AS DAY GOES BY TODAY IS CUTEST!!!!!!!!!!! LIKE OMAGAD STARTED WIT THE KITTY IN THE WORLD YIEAH!

SOOOOOOOOOO LAZY MORNIN_______________________

HIS NAME IS TIGGER AND HE GOT A HEART ON ONE SIDE AND A WAY SHAPE ON THE OTHER SIDE THAT SOMETIMES LOOKS LIKE A HEART. THIS KITTY IS THE KING OF HEARTS FO SHO!!!!!!!!! SO CUTE N SOFT TOO BAD I CANT BRING HIM W ME ALL DAY HE SCARED OF THE TRAIN AND STUFF.

OK TTYL IN A COUPLE HOURSSS

AAAA LAAAAAAAZY AFTERNOON BLablalba

DIS A CHOLA REFLECTINNNNNNNN NICE.

SO TODAY I KICKED IT WITH THE FAMILIA AND ATE LOTS OF PEANUT BUTTER AND GRAPES

THEY ALL WONDERED WHO WAS “VATALINA” BUT I JUST GIGGLED AND THEY WERE LIKE OK… WE THOUGHT YOU HAD GOTTEN COQUETA OR SOMETHINNNNNN CUZ OF THE MAKEUP LOLOLOO IM NOT THAT COQUETA!! I JUST CHILL OUT YO! THEY LEARNIN ABOUT CHOLAS WAY NICE!

LEEN LIKE A CHOLA 2009 DIA UNO!

Posted on September 14, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

OMGAAAAAAAD YESTERDAY WAS ALL CRAZY!!! I HAVE NEVER SEEN SO MANY WHITE PPL IN THE SAME PLACE AT SUCH HIGH DENSITY LIKE WATTT?????
SELLIN NEWSPAPERS AT A FOOTBALL GAME IS LIKE WHATEVER YOU KNO?? CHILL EAT N GET DRUNK……………. WITH A BUNCH OF NEWSPAPERS THAT MAKE UR FINGERS ALL INKY AND RUDE PPL THAT TRY TO TAKE THEM FOR FREE OR GET WEIRD AND STUFF. OUR TENT MADE LIKE $20!!!!!!!!!!! I THINK CUZ WE HAD THE NEWSPAPERS AND POSTERS ON SALE FOR $1. SSO YEAA IS JUSSSS CHILLIN I GUESS.

SO TAKING THE TRAIN / SUBWAY SUCKS SOOOO BAD I WISH I HAD A MASK!!!!! I HAD TO RIDE THE TRAIN WITH TISSUE AND MY HAND ON MY FACE EWWWWWWW I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW I SURVIVED………………….._______________________

AND TODAY APPARENTLY THE UNIVERSITY IS MEANNNNN YO PPL DONT WANT TO ALLOW ANY CONTACT WITH FACULTY OR ADVISORS WTF? HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW IF I EVEN WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL HERE IF I DONT KNOW WTF IS GOING ON IN THE CLASSROOMS?? YOU KNOW?????? THEY HOLD HERDS OF TOURS AND TRY TO GET PEOPLE TO JUST APPLY AND DONT EVEN TELL YOU WHY YOURE NOT ALLOWED TO TALK TO THOSE THAT GRADE YOU TO KNOW IF THEY’RE COOL TO SIT IN CLASS. OMGGGGGGG I HATE YOUUUUU

SO AFTER GETTING SENT TO A FAX MACHINE BY THE ADMISSIONS RECEPTIONIST I TRIED TO TALK TO OTHER PEOPLE BUT HONESTLY, THEY JUST WANTED ME TO GO IN CIRCLES AND HAD TO IDEA WHAT TO TELL ME TO MAKE ME GO AWAY. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS ALL ABOUT??

I LAUGHED A BUNCH BECAUSE I JUST COULDN T BELIEVE THAT THEY WOULD USE SUCH STUPID TACTICS TO BULLSHIT AROUND AND PRETEND THEY ARE NOT THERE TO WASTE TIME. UHHHHHH SO OVER IT.

I LIKE ALL THE NICE AND WORLD-CONSCIOUS COFFEESHOPS AROUND THE SCHOOL THO THEY ARE HAPPY!!!!!!

SO THEN I WENT TO THIS RAW RESTAURANT CALLED QUINTESSENCE THATS NOT VERY FAR AND HAD THE BEST RAVIOLI IVE HAD EVER EVER EVER IN A LOOOONG TIME. IM NOT SURE THEY BEAT MY DADS RAVIOLI BUT THEY R PRETTY BEAUTIFUL IN THE MOUTH LIKE YUMMMMMMMMY!!!!!!!!

MY FEEEEEEET HURT CUZ I WAS WEARING MY KILLER BOOTS AND I GUESS IM NOT USED TO HEELS YET. ANYWAYYYYYYYZZZZZZ

AND YA. THIS IS NY SO FAR. I DIDNT TAKE ANY PICHURS CUZ I FORGOT SINCE I KEPT GETTING LOST IN THE STREETZZ AND IM NOT TRYING TO CARRY A BUNCH OF STUFF WITH ME. THERES LOTS OF PPL TAKING FOTOS OF THE CITY ALL DAY SO I GUESS IF YOU WANT TO SEE WHAT ALL THIS LOOK LIKE U COULD GO ON FLIKR OR SOMETHING.

FAMILIA TIME!!!!!!!!!

O AN THIS IS THE FUNNEST PICHOOR I SAW ALL DAY NICE

ya this day was BOring!!!!!!!

burning love.

Posted on September 1, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

me da cosa.

Posted on August 30, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

http://www.youtube.com/v/uYB2Mqs24ss&hl=fr&fs=1&

SAY NO TO ILL KILLS

Posted on August 28, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

I propose a HAPPY CRUSADE.

People with too much power that get way too bored need to stop playing games with those that refuse to get bored.

My thinking is that the happiest we make everybody, regardless of who they are, will cause tidal waves of goodwilled fun that will definitely destroy all intents to take lives away from those that care to improve other people’s lives. WHY? because those that make happy usually do it at the cost of their own happiness.

Let’s make tired the new anger, exhausted the new resentful, and by the grace of EARTH man we all live here.

WHY THE HELL MUST WE BE PUSHED TO CHANGE BY AGGRESSION AND LOSS??

I AM ANGRY AT MYSELF FOR WRITING THESE WORDS AFTER CRYING FOR THE ENTIRE WORLD.

WE ALL MUST PUSH OURSELVES BEYOND COMPLACENCY TO ACHIEVE GRACE FOR OTHERS, WE ARE TO SHARE OURSELVES ENDLESSLY.

VATALINA KNOWS THIS, AND WILL PUT HERSELF AT RISK TO CREATE A POSITIVE IMAGE FOR ALL LATINAS, THUS WHEN OUR PRESENCES ARE NOTICED THROUGHOUT EVERY SITUATION, WE WILL NOT BE SEEN AS VIOLENT AGGRESSORS, OR AS SEX-OBJECT MIRAGES TO BE IMPREGNATED FOR THE PURPOSE OF SUPPLYING AN ARMY.

WE WILL BE SEEN AS WHAT WE REALLY ARE: PURE EXPRESSIONS OF LOVE, SUPPORT, AND YUMMY FOOD PROFUSERS. AMONG OTHER COOL AND AWESOME THINGS THAT DO NOT LEAD TO DEATH AND DESPAIR.

I WISH I KNEW WHAT LANGUAGE TO USE TO MODEL MORE PROPERLY THIS IDEA, BUT PERFORMANCE INSTALLATION WILL HAVE TO DO.

MY PHYSICAL INTEGRITY IS MY OFFERING IN THIS CASE.

FORGET WHAT GOD TOLD YOU TO DO, YOU ARE ON EARTH NOW AND YOU’VE GOT FREE WILL.

DO YOU LIKE IT HERE?? FUCKING MAKE IT HAPPY FOR EVERYBODY BECAUSE YOU’RE NOT ALONE.

MUJERES UNITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WE KNOW THAT OUR DREAMING TOGETHER IS THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES ANY OF THIS BULLSHIT POSSIBLE.

LETS MAKE SOME GOOD PEACEFUL BULLSHIT THAT WILL CAUSE THE SAME EFFECT NEGATIVE BULLSHIT IS CAUSING US.

WE ALL FEEL THE LOSS OF MUSIC MAKERS MUCH MORE DEEPLY SINCE WE ARE ALL ETERNAL MUSIC.

LETS DESTROY THE HAPPY/UNHAPPY BINARY. FUCK, LETS DESTROY ALL BINARIES THAT ARE PRESENT IN THIS WORLD.

YING YANG ONLY GETS US SO FAR. WE ALREADY KNOW BETTER THAN THAT.

BALANCE YOU SAY?? I SAY WE HAVE EVOLVED OUT OF MATH.

Leen like A Chola 2009

Posted on August 18, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

A time in a womyn’s life came where she had to decide where to take her persona to become. It so happened in the spring of 2008, when Vatalina took over Catalina’s entire life for a week, including Cata’s birthday to give herself birth into human form. Though her presence was momentary, her memory lasts and will be incarnated as a guerrilla performance installation artist this fall.

Many wonder what will become of Vatalina, will her Vato ever make it out of jail? She said she loves his letters. Especially the one with the toothbrush tattoo of her name on his chest. That one is beautiful!! Her cholo wrote her “i tried writing on my heart, but the ink kept smudging.” So apparently he closed his chest back up, glued the skin back together and got to work. It’s notable he strayed from the gothic lettering and totally bubble lettered that mess making it look just so tyt!!!!

Vatalina said that the conjugal visit she fought didn’t get her pregnant, so she’s getting bored now and started to try doing stuff. She also says that she saw the judge’s pee-pee but it just wasn’t worth it to try and get another visit if it now meant having to bone two dudes.

I say OHMY!

So anyways. I guess that is a Chola lifestyle. This is the proudest vata I have encountered so far. GADDAMN.

Vatalina is coming back, she is feeling NYC this fall, and she said to me that she hopes the weather will be nice during her stay.

HORARIO:

http://www.google.com/calendar/embed?mode=AGENDA&height=600&wkst=2&hl=en&bgcolor=%23cccccc&src=af3eu8g11ak8i3n7cae24g44bo%40group.calendar.google.com&color=%23A32929&ctz=America%2FNew_York

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Interesting to note that in the situation changed from an academic environment to a busy-street environment the amount of race and gender harassment increased greatly………………….. I am shocked by a lot of the dangerous behaviour to which I unknowingly exposed myself……….. Fashion district as previously experienced in other cities of the world – Santiago, Lima, LA, Mumbai – has never before felt so dangerous and scary. The storeattendants were all cordial but outside was demoniacal to a deep degree?? S T R A N G E.
It was very similar to the rave experience, where the only way to get away from people filling ears up with drugtalk is to go buy a thing.
VATALINA 2008 was set on a university campus entirely, which gave way to much friendlier and positive interaction with the environment.

Dear Samsung:

Posted on July 25, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

I miss my credit card mobil. Please remake?

SGH-P310 is the old model name

Add wi-fi and a boingo app??
How about internal microSD included? ^.^

Does not have to run WM. I am willing to learn how to handle Android

AAAH! and the metal cover, make it REALLY strong. I like to open my beers with my ear accessory

and please do not forget the charm loop thing hole YIEAH!!!!!!!

and the speaker volume could be a tiny bit higher so I don’t have to hack into it and make things complicated k??

YIEAHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Michael Jackson.

Posted on June 25, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

The most ultimate decadence, as defined in the nineties.

So, this is my real-life experience with Michael Jackson. He visited my country at the height of Seattle grunge in the states. And I was probably ate years old and getting really good at writing french poetry.

statement of purpose update

Posted on June 9, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

I devote my life to the momentary constructions for the purpose of maintaining a regular study of neural biochemistry, processes, patterns, and networks whose effects on a performance installation would successfully present a solution.

An example of this is affecting a site’s mood initally set up by a pre-set design, with a resulting performance based upon the affected concentration of biochemicals in each present body. The modulation of mood and perception, as evoked or supressed by the artwork itself.

A more specific example of this is the observation of different levels of dehydration which affect the integral effectiveness of body enzymes by varying concentrations.

This type of work is relevant since exemplary leading behaviours are that which initiate communication before utterance is necessary, and such model work is affected by optimality of momentary human body composition as per iteration.

This is a description of the necessity of optimality in the fluid process of a successful performance. Clarity is attained in this manner.

Peace in the place of violence necessitates the replacement of an action which becomes habitual, such as the thought of violent expression which can lead to harm. Exemplifying here a mild abuse of the body (as determined by dehydration) which leads to preoccupation and stress, making one unable to relate to others.

Peace that replaces violence is but a continuation or extension of a small change in the acceptance of perception, a cyclical evoked reaction that proves willingness to change.

From birth one is externally stimulated to sculpt the self in interaction to environment, yet at the same time one as a human in the twenty-first century anywhere in the world that can reach mass media is constantly attracted to disregard the environment in the search for the multiplication of pleasure. Pleasure which is nothing more than attainment of a primal state, such as complete hydration. Once primality is approached, the fluidity of a performance increases, thus promoting initial acceptance, rather than a learning situation which would seek to smooth situation.

The delicate balance of these major driving forces must be redesigned, documented, and tested before it can be professed. The acceptance of the current art equates life paradigm drawn by happenings, thus renders any type of art-making a document archived by its dimensions. A preocuppation currently expressed by archaeology.

These two ideas together, performance installation and archival systems, when combined are best illustrated by observing the timeline of a person’s life as a _local element_ which affects and reflects its own environment, as a moving installation piece, or performance installation which happens to naturally be site-specific by virtue of its choice of inhabitance.

The way in which an artist affects the surrounding sites and environment in a site-specific, localised manner is in and of itself a performance installation to his or her place of choice. As well, this projection which we call living I observe in terms of belongingness to presence.

Public interested are whom archive the arts of the surroundings utilizing phylogenic human technology. Demonstrating thus the deformation of environmental perception as the audience / public adapts to artwork.

A practice of exemplary recycling shapes a culture of exhaustive scarcity promoting conservativism at all costs; which expects to form a virtual and physical syllabus to impress, by reduction of uncertainty in subsequent generations, a greater fitness onto the species.

The applications of neuroethology and the profusion of neurogenesis to the study of performance installation are of dire need in a world where advertising and marketing research are driving the market of perceptual drive. That is to say, people need to be taught how to promote a peaceful neurogenesis in direction of peace, or preventive behaviours with which to combat violence and acceptance of abuse. Psychiatry and psychology have only been successful in maintaining a neutral state of being, and relapse is usually seen as inminent.

A work that would aid such humans whom endlessly battle and enjoy distractions by self-initiated neuromodulation, and handle the situation arising post-apocalyptically, is a model where correct momentary physical decisionmaking is necessary for succesfully peaceful survival.

The combination of all of the following elements constitute observed types of choices that driven purposefully may lead to addiction. Addiction and vice are usually seen as negative human extremes, but have also been known to be used to advantage (like workaholism) and must not be rejected as mere deformations of personality, or hinderances to success.

Current trends:

1. alcohol / opiate neuromodulation – obtaining goal or attaining conclusion, or clarity by depression of the hippocampus, which impairs memory formation and retrieval at all reasonable levels of normative brain activity. short-term effectiveness.

a. alcohol situations (from most familial to most seeking)

i. accompaniment of meals

-non-recreationally

-recreationally

ii. imbibing socially

-at home (gathering)

-at alcohol supply (sponsored gathering)

b. opiate situations

i. relaxation

-pre-sleep

-post-traumatic situation

ii. intoxication

-alone

-in combination with alcohol

2. anger neuromodulation – willful maintenance of higly excited hippocampal, insular, and cigulare gyrus pathways also promotes selective memory retrieval and maintains a near-survival level of insight and decisionmaking. middle-term effectiveness.

a. anger

i. abuse of self

ii. abuse of partner

iii. abuse of children

iiii. abuse of other members of household

iiiii. abuse of surrounding environment

b. excited state

i. anxiety

-self-promoted

-endogenous

ii. happiness

-self-promoted

-endogenous

3. interpersonal transgression neuromodulation – or mind/kinesthetic/situational games, which depending on desired outcome, will activate different neural patterns and biochemical concentrations to interact and network for such effect. long-term effectiveness based on maintenance of modulation of other humans. otherwise, short-term effectiveness. in some cases, deeply infused changes may affect integrity, causing longer term effectiveness.

a. family values

b. social interaction

c. employee management

4. nourishment diet neuromodulation. varied effectiveness.

a. eating disorders

i. non-eating

ii. over-eating

iii. disordered eating patterns

iiii. food obsessions

b. purist eating

i. raw-ony diet

ii. paleo diet

iii.religious diets

-janeism

-buddhist

-hindu

-halal

-kosher

-and more!

c. affected eating

i. addictive additive diet

-semi-homemade

.chemical preparations such as add water-only foods

-fast-food

.hot prepared foods

.bagged foods / shelved foods

ii. prepared foods that follow purist eating, but overportioned

5. exercise neuromodulation – moving the body beyond necessity, sculpting the presence, dancing. short-term effectiveness.

a. circadian rhythm regulation

b. body scultpting

c. lethargy

d. kinesiology

6. psychedelic neuromodulation – ingesting psychedelic drugs to obtain a desired point of view, and the effects of this on the change in pervasive performance installation. varied effectiveness, usually lifelong changes.

a. Earth-grown

i. fungi

ii. plants

iii. cacti

b. derived preparations

i. cacti extractions

ii. plant extractions

ii. animal byproducts

iii. biochemical analogs

c. drug cocktails, combinations, and time-release preparations

7. antidepressant neuromodulation – prescribed or self-administered, goal-oriented exercises

a. psychology / psychiatry

i. belief oriented exercises

-religion

-education

-re-education

ii. drug therapy

Unknowns: 8, 9, 10.

TERMS:

synaptic plasticity, adult mammal neurogenesis, neurochemicals, psychedelics, stimulants, depressants, neuroethology, systems neuroscience, cell biology, neuroplasticity, performance, installation, hippocampus, conclusion, depression, aggression, impairment, memory, interpersonal, formation, nourisment, biochemistry, exercise, psychedelia, antidepressant, self-administered, effectiveness, phylogeny, technology, wordage, constructions, dehydration, hydration, water, situationism, buckism, posthumanism, humanism, set design

hate hers.

Posted on June 4, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

s: so what did you see that was cool?
c: theres this band that im really into now theyre called silk flowers / kinda really beautiful music that is discordant and very emotional
s: lets see whats their myspace? / OMG this is TERRIBLE!!
c: wtf? theyre SO COOOOOOLLLLLLLLL / how can you not see it??
s: theyre off beat they arent even playing together / i mean listen to the drummer cant even play
c: !!!!!!!!!!!!!! why are you hating? you cant dismiss the existence of something just because you dont like it
s: but COME ON!!!! blablablablablablaaaaaaaa

MESCHAN SUMMER 2009 OUBLIANT MOUVEMENT

Posted on May 21, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

BAGS WITH A PURPOSE

I dont eat corn chips

Posted on May 21, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

my favorite snacks are tea, lollipop, sweetened cocoa nibs

Julie Bacon

Posted on May 11, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

“La performance-installation et les relations d’acte-archivage

Dans ma démarche de performance-installation, mon sujet explore le rapport entre l’acte et l’archivage par le moyen d’une pratique et d’une discussion théorique étroitement alignées, qui interroge certaines conditions du contexte social actuel.

Coulant dans la veine des recherches antérieures et actuelles de la performance et de l’installation qui explorent notamment un rapprochement de l’art à la vie, l’intention des quatre œuvres réalisées dans le cadre de cette recherche-pratique était de créer un sens de multiples valeurs de présence, en rendant plus immédiate la nature processuel du présent et de l’émergence de l’histoire.

Cette multiplicité, qualificative importante de ce que j’appelle l’acte-archivage, implique un détournement et un dépaysement des codes et des paramètres de certaines structures qui encadrent la vie quotidienne. En outre, elle interroge des systèmes de valeurs liés aux processus d’histoire et à la connaissance.

J’ai remis en cause les prémisses de la spécialisation et de la normalisation en considérant les limites de leurs perspectives en fonction de la séparation, de la dualité ainsi que de la hiérarchie qui les marquent. Cette considération est présentée en termes d’une critique de l’orthodoxie et du canon.

À partir de cette critique, j’élabore une terminologie pertinente à la méthodologie du sujet, marquée par la simultanéité des registres et des perspectives parfois opposés et par une matrice créatrice – une partition-trajectoire – qui intervient dans les schémas des phénomènes quotidiens.

Étant donné que la question d’acte-archivage dans cette praxis interdisciplinaire consiste à explorer la situation du corps – individuellement et collectivement – l’assomption d’un art contextuel est ici primordiale. Donc, en plus du discours artistique et philosophique il y a une quantité significative de discours sociologique, de même que politique et économique.

Ce discours introduit la description des œuvres qui voudraient agir sur les conditions de distanciation et de séparation, que je nomme des décalages. Trois performances-installations expérimentent la création de l’espace actif-archival par moyen de l’actualisation et du déplacement de données et de phénomènes. Deux particularités émergent : la création d’une collection en action, que je nomme la masse-critique, dans une œuvre qui a une durée prolongée.

Une dernière œuvre fait converger les considérations artistiques et sociales par sa réalisation d’une collection qui interroge des stratégies d’archivage scientifique et commercial. Ce travail donne sur l’articulation future d’une épistémologie en lien étroit avec la prémisse anarchique de cette démarche.”

Julie Bacon here defines performance installation through the purposeful and exploratory acts of the human body in a conversation affected and effecting the surrounding environment and socio-politico-economic-etc context.
What is interesting here is her thesis, where she delineates her departure from performance installation into the hyperarchived world of acting, we can discern a theorical construction with actor as a performer of an installation which by repetition becomes the archival of an act.

Performance installation’s reflectivity eventually likens to actuality and performance as an act affects the site in terms of corporal situation epistemologically narrowed.

Discriminating between consumerist and scientific uses of performance installation would be helpful in determining forms of existence that promote peace and coexistence among all humans. This is being created in awareness of increasing corporate installations site-less sites, such as labeled “blank life” abstracted spaces; places where the best interest is that of movement of money and not of religion or expression of diverse cultures. Much like a cult, money worship and flow prime a societal slate that is ready to embed new ways of living and movement. This is where successful performance installation shall modell and shape conceptual and physical structures through way.

Julie Bacon parle de sa démarche car elle pense a performance installation comme dissipant la réalité de l’existence pure. Actes archivées dans le temps reflètent le passé et la présence dedans le cadre de l’acte-archivage. L’effet du mouvement corporel, le mouvement de la situation, et la nature de l’environnement en termes de la présence de la personne détournent le travail de l’artiste du devoir vers négligence sociale. C’est á dire qu’on aura difficulté á trouver du profit humanitaire ou capital de la performance installation parce que l’acte a archiver dépends intègrement de la pertinence sociale ou agent politique de l’artiste même dans les vies et structures affectées. Ici nous dégoûtons la nécessité de la célébrité et notabilité pour achever excellence en expression de ce type d’installation.

Himno Minero de Lota, a mural show

Posted on April 23, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

ART MILES OF MUSIC, GIZA 2010

The painting you shall experience is a homage to the song of the miners local to Lota, the Chilean heart of coal, which for decades promoted the sustainable lifestyle of a woman’s desire to enrich her homeland with the growth of the entire country, as energy was supplied willingly by the mine in its harmonious interaction with humanity, the ocean, the local fauna, flora, and aesthetic concern.

LOTA will become one of thousands of painted canvasses that shall be sewn together into a quilt that will, for a peace-promoting event, cover the pyramids at Giza in love for the arts and life. This will also coincide with lining up of planets, impressing this cosmic event with good vibrations in the culmination of this twelve-year-long project set up by Joanne and Fouad Tawfilis. I have yet to learn the date of this festival, but following the quilting, the murals will go on tour through museums in the world, so if you can’t make it to Giza, you may still be able to see the artwork at your local museum eventually in 2010-2015

besos

Chuck Jones

Posted on March 25, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/v/OmSbdvzbOzY&hl=fr&fs=1&rel=0&color1=0x3a3a3a&color2=0×999999&border=1

site redirect

Posted on March 25, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

DISCLAIMER:

This WAY shape blog was created under the domain CATALI.NU in december of 2007. After being hacked and deleted in november 2008, the remains of a lucky backup file served as a temporary remedy to the creation of this blog, which was mainly to serve as a host to my graduate school application portfolio, which is probably why you are reading this message.

Since then, the WAY shape has moved to a new domain, now called http://ANTIPARTI.CL

IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE THE GIST OF MY CURRENT WORK, PLEASE VISIT HTTP://WAY.ANTIPARTI.CL

IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE MY ONLINE STORE, FEATURING MESCHAN SUMMER 2008, AND 2009 PRODUCTS, PLEASE VISIT HTTP://BLACKBUTTON.BIGCARTEL.COM

IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE VIDEO DOCUMENTATION OF MY WORK AND MY VIDEO ART, PLEASE VISIT HTTP://YOUTUBE.COM/SRTACATALINA

It was but inconveniences that hinder my artistic growth and the desire to meet a very early deadline that caused my portfolio to not be the best it could have been at the time.

Catalina Vallejos really apreciates the time and effort you have put into interesting yourself in my work.

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the return of Vatalina

Posted on March 13, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

Vatalina is almost a year old!

She is back, and virtual as ever!!

Visit her entire personal affairs on her new facebook page:

MESCHAN SUMMER 2009 PREVUE IS A THROWBACK!!!

Posted on March 8, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

MESCHAN SUMMER 2009 is not yet here, but we have released a preliminary style

based on the pretty, beautiful, and gorgeous return of the Op-art-y orange giraffe inspired print we so fell in love with two summers ago!!

This print was seen running around Manhattan, Williamsburg, Dominique, and of course, Riverside, Los Angeles, the Valley, and Rialto among other places in the 07.

Hope you caught it then, it is your time to own it now

The form of this bag is based on the infamous drug baby bib of Halloween 08. Fo sho FO SHO!!

Diapers included then, but why the hell now?? Drug baby has grown up and no longer wants to soil the self so freely

Balleneros == ballin eros

Posted on March 6, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

it’s all Japan’s fault. They didn’t need to kill all the whales to be cool man wtf.

The Japanese keep going all the way to Antarctica to chew this fat.

ok it def translates to giggling in 2009 ^.^

SAVE THE WHALES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Isidora Goyenechea y las minas de Lota, VIII region de Chile

Posted on March 5, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

Isidora Goyenechea Gallo (1836 – 1897) was born in Copiapó, Chile in 1836, daughter of Ramón Ignacio Goyenechea and Luz Gallo. In the flower of her youth she personally assumed the administration of the vast industrial organisation of the mines in Lota. Furthermore, she had the tact of knowing how to choose the technicians and administrators that co-operated in the function of the businesses.

From 1873 until 1881, the year of the return of her son Carlos from Europe, Mrs. Isidora took charge of the administration of Lota to modernise this industry she installed the first hydroelectric plant in Southamerica. The plant was made in the Thomas A. Edison’s Company, who, in a personal letter to Mrs. Isidora, praised the project and celebrated its realisation.

She died in Paris in 1897, her mortal remains were transfered to Chile with a great homage by the miners. When she died she dispose part of her fortune to the construction of a church in Lota and a church and a hospital in “Buen Retiro”. The hospital should have been made of a large room for women, a bedroom for children and an small school. She also dispose the construction of two schools and a home for incapacitated miners.

the mine was named after Isidora’s first child. He was devilish!

view from the park she designed with Mr. Bartles (English landscape artist) above the mine, outside her palace.

Palacio Goyenechea-Cousino, panoramic views

Entrance to the mine:

Chivilingo Hydroelectric Plant

The 1897 430 kW Chivilingo Plant was the first hydroelectric plant in Chile and the second in South America. A 10 km line fed the Lota coal mines and the railway extracting minerals 12 km from shore under the sea. It represented a new key technology and a new source of electrical energy in the region as a tool for economic development. Chivilingo demonstrated the advantages of industrial use of electricity and hastened its widespread adoption in Chile.

Studies on the feasibility of building a hydro plant in the site were initiated in 1893. The increasing need for power that was cheaper and easily adapted to mine underground use drove the Lota coal mine company to develop a study of alternatives for this purpose. Engineer William E. Raby traveled to the United States and Europe to assess the use of electricity generation and transmission. The availability of the Chivilingo hydro resources arose as a better alternative to a steam plant. Electricity for driving motors for coal mine exploitation under the sea had many advantages over other sources of power (coal included). Alternating current to feed three phase motors was seen as the most economic, easily managed, and less prone to accidents, solution for work power inside the mines.

An international tender was made, with proposals requested to the main US and Germany consultant firms, for both the hydraulic and electric installations. Total freedom was given in relation to power transmission system to be used. A Pelton turbine was specified as a requirement. The civil works and the aqueduct were to be built by the Lota company.

Work to build the Chivilingo power station started in 1896 and it was inaugurated in 1897. It was the first hydroelectric power plant in Chile and the second in South America.

Thomas A. Edison supposedly designed the plant. The North American company Consolidated Co. built it and the electrical equipment was provided by Schuckert & Co., from Nürnberg, Germany.

The “El Sur” newspaper brought the news to all of Chile and helped to inform other countries in the region.The plant was in operation for 78 years (from 1897 to 1975), in its later years interconnected to the main Chilean Central Interconnected System.

Chivilingo was declared a historical monument by the government of Chile on 25 October 1990, and published in the Official Gazette (Diario Fiscal) Number 33837 on 6 December 1990.
(http://www.ieee.org/web/aboutus/history_center/chivilingo.html)

ok so im really pissed off because i had a picture of the f-ing turkey with its feathers spread, beautiful! and my father threw it away >(
yet the memory of breathing flower air while hiding and playing around the trees and statues is pleasant.

RELATION TO MUSIC:

so the miners sing, to keep each other awake.

the rats chirp and squeal to alert the miners of a possible tragedy by lack of oxygen, poisoning, explosions, etc.

the birds in the park embroidered by flowers sing to awaken the spirits of the miners, whom walk by it and often through it every morning on their way to work.

the wind whistles into the mine, through natural paths, keeping the breath of each miner fresh.

beauty in the eyes of every beholder, of a job that was underpaid, and never immediately rewarding. yet they lived and worked in tune with nature, their light energy hydroelectric, their foodscraps fed to the mice that kept life in order, and the coal which was the source of Chile’s power in each home and train that transported the goods to each region.

he is stuffed.

Posted on March 5, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

Dear Spammer:

Posted on March 4, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

Though I do appreciate all your comment love and links to interesting nowheres,
it is kind of rude to call me a druggie and a whore after that.

Well, I may have earned mysef epithets in my time, but seriously.

If you’d really want my attention back, rather than a wtf inside my head that does not turn into real communication. I guess you got it in this blog post.

Just to let you know, my father reads my blog religiously, and daily. He does not comment since I get to hear all things from him directly, during dinnertime every day. My dear mother also reads my blog, and comments here and there once in a while. I hope you are not also hacking me so that puts both of them at risk since they run on Windows OS. And really, spam affects them way more.

So my point is, dear spammer, I do not appreciate the spam, yet I appreciate the time you take to bother me. It makes me feel special sometimes. Especially when I am alone and my kitty is asleep. Those are the times when I can really get a feel of what the world is really about in regards to endless spam. Maybe. Not really. Lol-0 never sleeps. And I still don’t understand spam advertisement. I just added a firefox add-on that subsitutes all ads for art pictures. This is happy and maybe you should try it.

So Deares Spammer, why don’t you drop me a real comment? maybe we can be friends and your lonely spamming life can be improved by having yet another online friendship. I think I can be funny when I am not making other stuff that makes me happy.

We could trade poems, you know. Or avatars. Or lolcat images of our cats. Or pandas. I really want a living baby panda to keep in my backyard. I just hope a baby panda doesn’t cause me allergies like the stuffed pandas that roam morning glory stores. I already traded my hello kitty for an lolcat. Meows make me feel less lonely.

Pathos man, pathos. It’s ok with me.

Please stop spamming inappropriate comments or I’ll have to lock something here and there. And that takes too much time from sewing.

Con mucho amor,

Leen

countryleena

Posted on February 18, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

the first couple outings summarized – NYC

Posted on February 17, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

I was out in the city by noon, and back home by six o’clock each day out.
First two days, walked in Texan boots, skinny jeans (different each day)
Third day walked in Californian shoes, shorts-tights combo
All days wore the hygiene mask + sunscreen

disregarding paper

Posted on February 14, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

cleanup after your relatives
perhaps much to do with releasing the self.

cleanup after the maid.

cleanup after your other co-workers.

cleanup after those who exist so much better.

attempt to inhale the smell of those surrounding that choose not to smell like themselves.
and trying to realize that.
attempt to retain self when xeroxer has not stopped xeroxing for the past hour.

inhale the smell of machine.
machine that tries.
machine that tries.
machine that tries.
machines.
machines encircle that attempt. of trying to become more human, to obtain a particular scent and sound, dust patterns that release their inner workins, grids of personalized typography

differentiate self from reflection
differentiate self from becoming a calendar.

calendar-people surrounding
people-machine surrounding
digit-calendar surrounding
excess-machine surrounding
necessary of a hustle
basis of a trick
obtaining paper
paper counting
paper inhaling
paper counting
paper inhaling
paper counting
paper inhaling
paper counting
paper inhaling
papercounting
counting
excessing
differentiating
a person from a paper
a paper form
a form a person
person-form

person-form
person form

machine form
machine form

typography of personality
personality form
selform
deform
deform to include

deform to normalize
deform to denounce

expectation of self
expectation to normalize

deformation to differentiate
formation to conform
form and deform

envy and cure
cure
envy of cure
cure detached
cure detained
cure treasured
cure destroyed
cure instigated
cure to forget
cure to remember forgetting

self cured
cured self
infection of deformation
deformation of self
forget self
smells of store
store of paper
paper store
paper stores that do not sell paper
paper machines that do not sell paper
paper unread
read paper
paper undressed by paper
paper deformed by paper
newspaper
unread
moneypaper
read
newspaper
still
copypaper
read
newspaper
written daily
re-written
postit paper
re-written
moneypaper
read
un-re-written
copypaper
un-re-written
re-written
imaged
printed paper
moneypaper
read

call sound
phonecall
message
mail
soundsmell
xerox call
message
soundspeaksmell
call sound
paperwrite
paperrewrite

nothing is read
everything is read?

dada poem written
arte povera
etceteras written and read
theories discovered
money counted
moneypaper read
disregard
understood
understated

moneypaper read
newspaper?
unread
cards on the table read
moneypaper on the table read
newspaper unread
newspaper written-re-written daily

discovery
read
missed woes
read
newspaper unread
distribution read
newspaper unread
paper read
paper misread
walls read
walls unread
paper read
newspaper unread
walls
read

isolation read
isolation misread
memories read
memories misread
paper passing from hand to hand
paper read
none read
all read
some read
mispaper
mispaper
mispaired paper
mispaid
paid
unpaid paper
exclamations read
paper read
newspaper unread

wrinkling read
alleviated by chocolate
expecting to blog it
alleviated by presence of chocolate
expected to blog it
wrinkling head
lasering
destroying
destructing
excess
expecting
counting
reading
read
read
read
newspaper unread
paper read

exacting
distracting
exacting
distracting

paper read
moneypaper read
newspaper unread

trick of the trade
read
trick of mishap
read
trick of treasury
read

gun top
gun toting
misread
knife holding read
newspaper misread
checkwriting read
checkwriting misread
machine reading read
xerox imaging read
machine slam

machine slam
slam slam
machine poet
machine
machine dismiss
machine dismissed
expectation
dismissed

machine slam
machine forgotten
machine sleep
machine smell
machine expect
machine identity

human non-identity
human machination
dog machination
dog identity
dog identification
bark
bark of selves
sleep of bark

shoes tied together hanging from an electricity pole
storytelling
beads hung from a tree
non-storytelling
reading of signs
non-signs
read
newspaper unread
unread
newspaper
read
undressed tree
read
newspaper unread
relative understanding

water read
water unread
reality debauching
weart
newspaper read
newspaper unread
real
newspaper unread
trick of the trade
other undressed
unread
newspaper unread
unread
faces read
expectations unread
read
understood
window
bulletproof window read
bulletproof window unread
faces smiling
faces non smiling

icecream nonexistence
locked up in a room
with a treasure
as a treasure

chocolate to soothe
chocolate to stare
uneaten non-memories
of a chocolate well-spent

DISCLAIMER OF CONFUSING STUFF

Posted on February 4, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

I often publish my posts before they are finished. Thanks to the wonders of delayed RSSing, this often goes unnoticed by my dearest readers!

YET

I also obsessively tailor each post to my liking in the future, osea I go back days later or hours later and review each post. This does not show if you only feed into my blog. This is top assurance of pure originality… or seeming originality

I hope that’s ok with you, queridos

Besos!!

the hygiene by MESCHAN SUMMER in wintertime

Posted on February 2, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

hygiene is important, as well as keeping the face warm in the winter.

a must have when outing and venturing!

<wheel> health == wealth

Ladydub takes a walk on Leenaland

Posted on January 30, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

Annete Garcia, as if Oscar Grant and Sean Bell weren't enough pain to suffer this year.

Posted on January 28, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

POLICE MURDER. MURDER. MURDER, MURDER, MURDER.

MUERTE. ASESINATO. ASESINATO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is NOT Police Brutality. This is Police MURDER.

Ok, so a few things that I was into when it comes to Riveside is that cops had consideration towards womyn. ALL womyn. even the craziest of cholas were kept safe to a degree in regards to their role as mothers. Another fool with a gun has decided to power trip on a womyn who was just looking a lil dangerous with a knife in her hand. Ok, so that fine and all, this is the type of situation when you take out your tazer and not a fucking GUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IN FRONT OF HER OWN CHILDREN. And then, if that wasn’t enough, let her BLEED TO DEATH. Riverside has GRIPP of hospitals and doctors, as UCR has a medical school program that works with these communitites.

I DONT CARE if it’s the ghetto and you tell me these children have been around weapons all their lives. And that they probably have seen their faily members die all the time.

When you are supposed to be a role model citizen, a PEACE officer, you know, to keep it peaceful, it doesnt make sense that you’d go and shoot mother in the back as they run home for safety, WHO ARE YOU TO DECIDE who lives or dies after a domestic fist fight?? WTF Do you KNOW what the hell her husband had put her and her children through that she feels necessary to run after that asshole down the street with a knife? A KNIFE! seriously, it takes quite a bit of strength and determination to hurt another human being with a knife. Even if you throw it, the likelihood it will hit the jugular is slim to none. Especially if its dark out. Does this render the situation viable towards any type of gang warfare? HELL NO. Domestic disputes are that. not gang activity. I am so angry. And feeling so impotent. this fucking sucks. I’m too far to be able to accomplish anything effective >(.

I love Riverside. It’s home, its playground, it’s where I learned most of my recent languages. Please pass this on!

In the memory of Annete Garcia, VATALINA will LIVE ON!

http://www.indybay.org/newsitems/2009/01/26/18565741.php

too indoors too spoiled im rotting :(

Posted on January 20, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

aah peippurrr baaeg inna paaahntr3E whieerr ai kepz chokalate seiif itt raeelly unlikke ne1 gunn eet it cuzz mai wearrrd chakklet addeksshun
well A lleiilltl guaail eggo aai nuttshed sum tamperzz widt!!!!1!!!11 OMGZZZZ WUTTTT an I fiinz so:

LarrgeTzz marseepn sosij!!!!!! Fraalzzz

bt me IZ ussd 2 dis:

(da sheelieen way do0dz)

aandd sum shithooll stik DIS n mai krruoogr Bag O g00diiezz:

(da gearrmunn way d0odzz)

SOIWUZLIKE WTFOMG BOOOOOOOOO >( Jhoo tamprddd wid ma shittt!!!! MAI SHKLATE BAG
sho ai putz in sekrrt spot ^.^

k denn tudai I jom ALUUN aginn an remembr shoklade
BUTIDUNNWANNA eet da mexicnn espaiZi chokladd
so I eet dis ANDGUESSWAAT

IT S0OO TAZTSEE!!!!!

andOMG seerchin marseepn pics I SEE DIS 2:

wowOWowoOWOWOWOWOWowowoOWOWOW DAS 2 EET!!!!!!!!

immagit caveetiixx

Cata is a FAIL at life.

Posted on January 17, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

i may or may have not read your blog.

i may or may have not ever comment.

i may or may have not have used a proxy so you can’t see me.

i may or may have not giggled at your grammar and spelling.

i may or may have not discovered your secret secretly.

i may of may have not decided to block you.

i may or may have not decided to stalk you daily.

i may or may have not told all my friends about it.

i may or may have not diggd/deliciousd/stumbled/etcd it for later.

i may or may have not disregarded your obvious need for my attention.

whatever your issue is, please comment! I am a living entity, and so are blogs. they need love. i need love. i need YOUR love. and feedback often helps us crazies. it is like having a form of shaping mechanism.

je detesterai immensement si la raison par laquelle tu ne comments jamais est la barriere des langues.
ahhhh mais si je peut lire toutes les langues! aver google ouais, mais sans google je peux lire le francais, le spagnol, l’allemand, l’italien, le portugais, tu sais, les langues latines et les germaniques. jajajajaaaaaa

Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

Posted on January 14, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

this is the OTHER Nick Cave. not my idol. but im sure it’s not yours either.

either way, he’s a fucking baadasssss

leave me alone. im a fatass.

Posted on January 14, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

http://www.youtube.com/v/nnKd1baj78c&hl=en&fs=1

About Me (jacked from Jolie)

Posted on January 13, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

Basics:
Name: Catalina
DOB: may 2 1985
Birthplace: Antofagasta, Chile
Current location: Plano. Texas.
Eye color: chestnut
Hair Color: chocolate / chestnut (virgin)
Height: 5’5″
Heritage: Chilean, Italian, Arabic, Spanish, mmmhhhh… and other stuff
Piercings: one on the left, two on the right, and one on the right side of my nose that i hope closes eventually
Tattoos: zero
Favorite:
Band/Singer: Los Tres / Shakira / Bjork
Song: extreme’s more than words
Genre of Music: gajillions time
Color(s): all of them except blue. well, blue’s pretty cool too. mostly pink and yellow very often.
TV show(s): cartoons, chilean and brazillian soaps, discovery kids, animal planet
Movie(s): cat soup, spirited away, akira, the obvious cheesy 80s ones, austin powers
Food: home cooked anything
Store: barney’s
#: all digits in all their combinations
Drink: highball
Clothing Brand: meh i wear handme downs and thrift store shit and whatever my mom buys me
Shoe Brand: very into locally made shoes
Animal: kitties!
Pizza topping: pineapple
Season: summer
Month: may
Holiday: my birthday
Flower: fuck flowers
This or That: a lil somthn somthn
Sunny or rainy: rainbows!
Chocolate or vanilla: double chocolate chip cookie in vanilla soymilk
Fruit or veggie: ALL FROOT N BEGGI son!
Night or day: lazy early afternoon
Sour or sweet: tarty
Love or money: love of money
Phone or in person: tweets
Poor & happy or rich & miserable: lololoooooo whatever dude
Looks or personality: it depends on the day, no?
Coffee or tea: depends on quality, but tea is default
Hot or cold: warm
Your:
Goal for this year: be a pop star
Most missed memory: marraquetas con palta
Best physical feature: my cunt
First thought waking up: wtf? im still alive? YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Future:
Do you wanna get married: only if i get knocked up
Do you wanna have kids: a whole school!
If so, how many: *I SAIS* a eh whole school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Do you wanna go to college: again? grad school.
What do you want to be: whatever
Do You:
Dance in the rain: always
Smoke: rarely
Drink: rarely
Shower daily: BATH daily
Like thunderstorms: si!
Curse: only when necessary
Sing: only when necessary
Play an instrument: play with everything!!!!!!!!
Think you are good looking: wtf. i am the bestest looking ever!
Get along with your parents: only after breakfast
Other Questions:
Can you whistle: ya
Right or left handed: ambipedexterous
Your bedtime: I AM AN ADULT!
Biggest fear: not saving the world on time for cartoons
3 things you can’t live without: tea, t-shirts, undies
Color of your room: must be pink, but im working around the cream at my parents house
Siblings: two hot assholes
Middle name: jose
Pets: i need a new kitty
Nicknames: cata, leena leen, ho, bitch, fucking cunt, way
For or against gay marriage: i may need it someday
Thoughts on abortion: not into it but ok with it
If you could be anywhere right now where would you be: on your chest, my love, wherever you are
Do you wear contacts/glasses: ya
Are you afraid of the dark: if it smells bad

six thirty and I gotta do CHORES after making breakfast??????????????????

Posted on January 10, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

that *I* didnt get to eat. because it was for my mother. and i dont feel like cereal. theres no toast for my chevre. >(

http://antiparti.cl/audio/beatmachine.mp3

Himno minero

Posted on January 10, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

Himno Minero
Lota, Chile
(this is the next to which I grew up)

Los mineros queremos honrar
al que sigue la dura laboooor
de extraer bajo el fondo del maaar
el carbon el carbon el carboooooooooon
trabajando en las minas de Lootaa
se oye ronco y sobre el martilleo
del obrero que lanza su notaa
al abrir el tenaz laborero
no se cree el temor y no ceden
al peligro que pueda encontraaaaar
el minero jámas retrocede
pues su lema es siempre triunfaar
Los mineros queremos honraar
al que sigue la dura laboooooor
de extraer bajo el fondo del maaar
el carbon el carbon el carboooooon

(in english)
us miners want to honour
the man who continues the hard labour
extracting form the bottom of the ocean
the coal the coal the coal
working in the mines of Lota
we hear the rough (sound) over the chiseling
of the miner who throws up his (musical) note
when opens up (the earth) the labourer
they dont believe in fear and dont give in
to the danger that they may find
the miner never walks backwards
as his motto is to always triumphant
Us miners want to honour
the man who continues the hard labour
of extracting from the bottom of the ocean
the coal the coal the coal

Canto minero (o Canción sin final) – acerca del canto minero en España

(Lluís Llach)

Canta el minero en el fondo de su gran agujero,
de día o de noche, tanto le da,
yo siento el clamor que resuena en el valle
y que el viento me va trayendo.

- Yo te escarbaré, tierra, hasta hacerte sangre,
quiero saber si sabes llorar
como la chiquillería que en casa he dejado,
como yo, que me estoy matando.

Canta el minero en el fondo de su gran agujero,
nadie le escucha, él bien lo sabe,
sólo las paredes de la cueva tan grande
con el lloro se van volviendo fango.

El el pozo Maria Luisa ( Santa Bárbara Bendita) en España

Santa Bárbara bendita,
tranlaralará, tranlará, tranlará. patrona de los mineros.
Mira, mira Maruxina mira,
mira como vengo yo.
Patrona de los mineros.
Mira, mira Maruxina mira,
mira como vengo yo.

Traigo la cabeza rota,
tranlaralará, tranlará, tranlará. Mira, mira Maruxina mira,
mira como vengo yo.
que me la rompió un barreno.
Mira, mira Maruxina mira,
mira como vengo yo.
que me la rompió un barreno.
Mira, mira Maruxina mira,
mira como vengo yo.

Traigo la camisa roja
tranlaralará, tranlará, tranlará. Mira, mira Maruxina mira,
mira como vengo yo.
de sangre de un compañero.
Mira, mira Maruxina mira,
mira como vengo yo.
de sangre de un compañero.
Mira, mira Maruxina mira,
mira como vengo yo.

En el pozo María Luisa,
tranlaralará, tranlará, tranlará.
murieron cuatro mineros.
Mira, mira Maruxina mira,
mira como vengo yo.
murieron cuatro mineros.
Mira, mira Maruxina mira,
mira como vengo yo.

Mañana son los entierros,
tranlaralará, tranlará, tranlará,
de esos pobres compañeros,
Mira, mira Maruxina mira,
mira como vengo yo.
de esos pobres compañeros,
Mira, mira Maruxina mira,
mira como vengo yo.

REBLOG: 5 Things You Can Do Right Now About the Oscar Grant Shooting

Posted on January 8, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

http://antiparti.cl/audio/1-01%20Mad%20World.mp3

Oscar Grant, an unarmed man, was killed by an Oakland police officer. Here are five things (compiled by Makani Themba-Nixon) that you should do right now to respond to the senseless death of this 22 year old Black man. Video footage of the shooting recently surfaced.

1. Digg the story so that the national media can pick up on it

2. Contact BART Director Carole Ward Allen and demand that 1) the officers involved be taken off duty without pay and charged and fully prosecuted; 2) there be an independent investigation of the shooting that includes a review of training and hiring practices; and 3) BART establish an independent residents’ review board for the police Call her at 510-464-6095 or email the BART Directors at BoardofDirectors@bart.gov

3. Call the BART police to complain about the officers’ conduct and demand immediate action: Internal Affairs: Sergeant David Chlebowski 510.464.7029,dchlebo@bart.gov; Chief of Police: Gary Gee 510.464.7022, ggee@bart.gov

Call them toll free at 877.679.7000 and press the last four digits of the phone number you wish to reach.

4. Talk it up on your blogs, networks and talk radio shows (call Michael Baisden 877-6BADBOY or Rev. Al, etc. to get this on the national radar)

5. Stay tuned for other actions, protests, etc., especially if you are in the Bay.

there is no remorse for the polices action. they take a life in Exarchia Greece, they take a life in Augusta Ga, they take a life in Oakland Ca, they take a life in Lakewood Wa. they have been taking our lives for far to long. they did the same earlier in the year of 2008 in Oakland after the anarchist book fair. what happened? a march where people took back to the normalcy of daily life. because the religious institutions that exist within capital became the vehicle of what should be done and what was done. to begin recuperating the rage against this world.
there (Alex, Oscar, Justin, Jose etc.) lives are an extension of our rage. for far too long it has been a distancing of these experiences from places like Gaza, Greece, Iraq… now it is knocking very abruptly on our doors. lets see an end to their semantics and dialects of passivity that they have a cry for. so we can be ordered to consume more of the same life less commodities. work the same miserable jobs… become more of the same of this entire monolith.
it is seen now that these bastards in uniforms are nothing. they have no power. all they have is a badge and are part of a larger system created by capital and the institutions existent. let this be a poem written by heart beats of the past that seem so familiar. look at LA in 1968 the watts riots, look at LA in 1992 the Rodney King riots, look at France in 2005 a deeper social condition created in the banlieues.
its OK for an police officer to kill a person – a body. part of this larger apparatus. when this happens it is called justice or protection of the people. though when a person kills a cop it is called murder. the media will go on and on about the intention of why this happened. the police officer gets a leave of absence, paid vacation for their inexcusable actions. while the families mourn the deaths of the people they loved. a child is left behind, a family is left behind, a group of friends are left. with discontent and rage. they need to be held accountable.

http://www.ktvu.com/video/18409133/index.html

http://www.theolympian.com/localnewsfeed/v-print/story/707863.html

http://sfist.com/2008/12/22/solidarity_with_greek_uprising.php

http://www.325collective.com/library_nights-of-rage.html

Posted by: anarchist | January 6, 2009 12:32 AM

Call the Washington Representative offices to demand the FBI be involved and to investigate possible obstruction of justice commited by B.A.R.T. Police officers at the scene and any higher-ups. I called a little while ago and was surprised to learn our representatives knew NOTHING about Oscar Grant. Call them now and tell then you are their constituent (voter living in their congressional district) and you would like them to have a watchful eye over the investigation and urge them to bring in the FBI. Pass verbally or cut and paste this message to other blogs. we need to change how our representatives deal with these senseless police shootings.

California Sentors
Senator Dianne Feinstein
United States Senate
331 Hart Senate Office Building
Washington, D.C. 20510
Phone: (202) 224-3841
Fax: (202) 228-3954
TTY/TDD: (202) 224-2501
Senator Barbara Boxer
United States Senate
112 Hart Senate Office Building
Washington, D.C. 20510
Phone: (202) 224-3553
Fax: (202) 228-0454
TTY/TDD: (202) 224-2501
U.S. Representative (District 9- Oakland, CA)

Barbara Lee
Oakland District Office
1301 Clay Street Suite 1000-N
Oakland, CA 94612
Phone: (510) 763-0370 Fax: (510) 763-6538
Hours of Operation: 9am – 5pm PST
Washington, D.C. Office
2444 Rayburn HOB
Washington, D.C. 20515
Phone: (202) 225-2661 Fax: (202) 225-9817
Hours of Operation: 9am – 5pm EST

Posted by: john | January 6, 2009 12:05 PM

watch this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LfFfUxBDMDY

Posted by: Brad | January 6, 2009 11:12 PM

STATEMENT OF SUPPORT FROM
THE MILWAUKEE POLICE ACCOUNTABILITY COALITION

Another stolen life taken by police violence. We grieve with you and we will fight with you for justice. We stand with the family of Oscar Grant and know that we cannot allow officers to act above the law.

In the last few years we have witnessed an increase in harassment, racial profiling, false arrests, beatings, and wrongful deaths against young people of color in our cities. Pledging to eradicate police violence and create effective structures of police accountability are necessary first steps in order to keep our people and our families safe.

The systemic issues causing the crisis of police brutality can be addressed when there is an independent, elected civilian review board to review, investigate, and rule on officer misconduct. Together, we can stop the killing. The people of Oakland must continue to offer direct support to the family knowing that they are under tremendous pressure to be silent.

It is critical that a collective demand be made to the Alameda County DA and to the Oakland mayor for a CRIMINAL INVESTIGATION into the officer who killed Oscar Grant. Currently, there is an ongoing internal BART investigation, which is just a means to delay and deny justice for the family of Oscar Grant. Justice for Oscar Grant is justice for all!

Posted by: Matt Nelson | January 7, 2009 03:55 PM

That video doesn’t show anything, why don’t you use the video that shows the actual shooting.

Posted by: Sam | January 7, 2009 05:19 PM

I linked this story at my PR Blog. But this situation warrants for more than just a press release. People need to get involved and work together to make a change! I applaud you for sharing this!

Posted by: Zack | January 7, 2009 08:13 PM

Great post.

I am trying to do my part: http://gravitiblog.blogspot.com/2009/01/more-on-oscar-grant.html

Posted by: Graviti | January 7, 2009 08:57 PM

This was an execution which, because it was captured by civilian videos, not be covered-up.

When my son was executed by a NJ policeman, there was no independent memorialization. The Investigation Reports, which took six years to get, tell the tale. However, after seven years, no one will do anything about it.

The biggest mistake the police made was to fabricate a richly detailed account of a hostage situation to justify the execution. That was quickly discounted. Nevertheless, it was never corrected in the media.

The media is manipulated so that the murdered victim is demonized. There seems to be little interest in justice after the fact. I will just keep on working to make this injustice public and to do something to correct it.

The police are out of control in this country. All of us are vulnerable.

Posted by: Braveheart | January 8, 2009 05:16 AM

utterly dispicable

Posted by: Drawkwa | January 8, 2009 09:08 AM

The officer who shot Oscar is named Johannes Mehserle, and hes presently under police protection. Since he wants to take the cowards route and not show up to give an account of his actions that night, steps need to be take to flush him out from whatever hole he’s hiding in.I did a little research and found the following:

Possible email address: jmehserle@sbcglobal.net.
eBay account name:jmehserle; this is almost definite because that username made a purchase from a cop store back in April
facebook: Closest connection I could find is Marrika Mehserle, who was a student at UC -Davis campus in northern Cali. A cousin, or sister, perhaps?
I also found a Todd Mehserle in northern Cali; based on his birthday he’s possibly an uncle or maybe even his father.

Im looking up contact info on the president BART officers union. Hes been disturbingly silent on this tragedy and is no doubt helping to shelter the sorry excuse for a man tha killed Oscar Grant in cold blood.

Posted by: Lazarus | January 8, 2009 12:50 PM

This was a police abuse, period. I’m so outraged by this that I just emailed angry emails to the chief of police and the board of governors and invited pretty much all my facebook friends to the facebook group dedicated for this. “Involutary mansluagher” my arse! Thank goodness for witnesses armed with cameras.

Posted by: cbrose | January 8, 2009 02:30 PM

One of the worse things I have ever seen. It makes me sick to my stomach. I thought cops in my state of GA were jacked up. What makes it worse is I am sure there will be a cover up and nothing will happen to the officer. Pretty sure he gets another job elsewhere as a cop. You know how the ‘Boys in Blue’ stick together….

Posted by: William | January 8, 2009 02:43 PM

BART BOYCOTT!!

Riot=protest without leadership.

Forget about No Justice No Peace!
Focus on No Justice No Money!

Posted by: Merika Reagan | January 8, 2009 03:34 PM

This is an awful tragedy that deserves the full measure of the law to investigate and hold folks accountable.

I actually live in the bay, and have all my life. Seen my dad beat up by the police, and met some really great officers. Had good and bad encounters with law enforcement and work for a law enforcement agency.

However, the rioting and the singling every police officer out isn’t productive, or fair. If this becomes about bash the police, then justice will not be served. This is about accountability.

When our words start to become empty rhetoric, angry and inciting people to take their cause to the streets, we dishonor the memory of Oscar Grant, and we do ourselves a disservice. I, for one, want to know what happened out there, why, and see justice served.

Posted by: Dede | January 8, 2009 05:38 PM

tv

Posted on January 7, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

to start, hating tv isnt “way”
tv is definitely way though

ok so i have to explain myself and why i hate tv and why it is that i see no difference between the movie theatre, mall screens, traffic screens, home tv, and going to the homies to watch tv over there.

really, much like reading books, tv is about staring at a surface.

STARING AT A SURFACE

i have had some creaaaazy ass trips staring at blank space.
much more entertainning than staring at canned information
so i guess i hate tv and its tvness because it kills creativity?

well no.
i have some crazy ideas when i watch others peoples work created for mass absorption and regurgitation
sometimes my most brrilliant ideas come from analyzing that ish
but why dont i waste my time doing that?

well it will happen eventually.

or really, you want to watch tv for me and tell me what you see?
i actually like that much better

but this does not mean i have conversations about tv
thats sooo 2004 and its like far from there yo

why is it 2004? because i had this “bf< ?" dude who didnt believe me when i told him i watched tv
he was like YOU LIE and i was like wtf no
i used to watch tv w my parents when i was little. sometimes i did it with my nanny.
you know, its the american thing to do.
for the people that have read all the books they need to read and written all the papers that they need to write, and for those that definitely have made their time's and money's worth each day and really can leave all the laundry to the housekeeper and can totally even have the time to smoke a ciggie and drink some wine, since like life has been good and its time to relax. you know, the american thing to do is to waste learning time.

so i started coloring while watching tv. as a little girl. or constructing paper dolls or something
it was rare that i ONLY watched tv. i had to be reaaaallly sick (not ill ill but like watching tv at the hospital because my hands were full of needles) for that and even then i would rather daydream than watch cartoon netwrk reruns in english/portuguese/spanish/french/german all day
i guess it was kinda cool to watch the same cartoon in different languages… i guess thats how they test ratings / education levels?
but the news n shit? well thats different. thats not tv
news is that which you HAVE to watch or youll have to listen to it from the radio
and you dont want to be behind in the news!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all the other toddlers will make fun of you for not staying current

well i havent really said anything about why i hate watching tv
or maybe i did
i dont know.

OOOOOOOOh its reality tv that i hate
well i dont really hate it
i love some shows
like those that korean people go on to sing songs and show off their amazing kid
those are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO COOOOOOOOOL
but its way better on youtube

or maybe not. http://fattylinebacker.blogspot.com had a pretty nice post about the guitarplaying cutie

but my favorite all time is this little bitch:

Yoo Ee Yun

i must say she made me cry and i really still cry every time i watch this video… i think its cuz this is the first song (fur elise) my brother ever played when we were little kids. its like a kick in the gut to no endddddddddddddddddddddddddd I LOOOOVEEEE ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ya koreans are def better than chileans

well i dont know if you can call this potential of any sort.. this kid just pours out love and talent nonstop and crstal clear! shes already there fosho

the message is still the same. loveway.

so ok. i highly doubt you’ve made it this far reading……………………………………… si im going to continue writing

instead of being born the shit, chileans tend to take a REALLY LONG TIME to make cool shit happen (alejandro jodorowsky, isabel allende, pablo neruda, gabriela mistral, catalina vallejos)

and somehow its always ridiculous and insightful fucked up?????? im amazed by this wtf??

NOTE: sabor “churrasco” = meat sandwich flavouring

yes, EVERY meal looks like that. the shape of the rice changes. my mom’s rice usually looked like this:

this is arroz con carne but como los chinos since its not a steak. just look at the rice. thats my rice.

can you imagine having a culture shock because the rice looks messy on the plate?? it was almost unedible at first.

like wtf? why is my rice NOT in a cute donutshape??????????????

some people like to put primavera on the rice so it looks like theres peas and corn in it, but really, there isnt. ok. maybe one or two peas in the whole donut and a piece of carrot here and there, but that shit really sucks. blank rice rules.

and awwwww little kids always using cutlery makes me feel whole especially as a secret hipster i tend to only use chopsticks with my food. my mom doesnt care though…. my dad forced us all to learn to eat cantonese food the cantonese way from day one. you know, the little rice bowl with the big metal bbq machine thing that will burn your eyelashes and the multiple glasses and messy dishes that require lots of napkin action that is in NO WAY related to dim-sum (sp?) (u need to check out zing-wha if u’re ever in concepcion. if its still there. its on chacabuco con anibal pinto? maybe closer to prat) its possible that im getting my shit confused. its been a while. but everything was either red or green lots of gold and hot ladies in mini skirts and lots of eyeliner to minimize the eyes since they always had a chinese girl shortage. OH and the most beautiful dragons ALL over the walls and pillars and immense tanks of exotic fish that stare and you can eat someday if your dad feels especially morbid.

i went to a frog restaurant next to the beach once and my brothers and i made our food race each other. i cant remember which beach. but my frog was FATTEST and could barely jump. when it did, it was the most powerful skip and totally blasted the other frogs and then one of them died because itBURST!

there is no point.

i have been working diligently on my research! lots of new data coming in! DONT FORGET TO GET YOUR OWN LOLLIPOP!!!!!!!!!

the HIStory of the Internet by Melih Bilgil

Posted on January 5, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

http://vimeo.com/moogaloop.swf?clip_id=2696386&server=vimeo.com&show_title=1&show_byline=1&show_portrait=0&color=&fullscreen=1

Querido Alejandro Jodorowsky:

Posted on January 4, 2009 by icecreamwithyou

Cuando se digna a visitarme??

Tenemos mucho pero MUCHO que aclarar.
Llegue al mundo el 85 en Antofagasta, pero nada ha cobrado sentido.

O quizas si.

Pero se que usted me entiende.

En el momento estoy en Plano, Tejas y no tengo idea como contactarlo.

Quizas si lo tuteo, pero dado su edad no me sale. Ademas que quiero verlo con respeto y antes que se me muera!

Con mucho amor y carino,

Catalin

comicbookessay

Posted on December 24, 2008 by icecreamwithyou

married to the sea

humanity MLK weekend Riverside!!

Posted on December 24, 2008 by icecreamwithyou

Go here, because after being kidnapped back home I can’t make it to my own house party. ! W A Y F R I E N D S ! designed by DANT picture-1

rings make me happy

Posted on December 19, 2008 by icecreamwithyou

Pamela Dickinson

Nicola Palterman

i'm flattered but u gotta stop riding me if u aint gotta kick it

Posted on December 17, 2008 by icecreamwithyou

It is definitely 2008. And as the internationally acclaimed song by clampop star W A Y define the matter in which we breathe the air,
a new performance installation calls upon itself romping out of desire.

“way I am in outer space! been trying to conquer the moon for a few generations, but pretty well so far! theres a couple new things evolved recently watch!”

Allison performance installation

Posted on December 16, 2008 by icecreamwithyou

my favorite artist right now

after the jump
off

“i feeel like im waalking on DUHNSHINE!!!!!!!!!!”

the best of Allison dedication

and others

MESCHAN SUMMER 2007

Posted on November 29, 2008 by icecreamwithyou

MESCHAN SUMMER 2007 COLLECTION

was based upon the way in which the Tiny Adorable (by Catalina Vallejos) bag falls.

Impossible is Nothing by Xu Zhen

Posted on November 17, 2008 by icecreamwithyou

Limit vs. boundary
A psychological need or biological fact?
For how long can a human being exist in observed isolation?
Live in, live within, lived observed, lived mediated…. Social reality or lived assumption?
What is the difference between lived and observed reality?
Condition vs. principle
A historical fact or mediated fiction?
Welcome to the world of Xu Zhen.

Impossible is Nothing – connect the words：

we are looking at the piece “The Starving of Sudan”

“This performance installation takes its subject and visual frame from the Pulitzer-prize winning photograph taken by South African photographer Kevin Carter in 1994. Shot in famine-stricken Sudan, this image shows a vulture lurking in the rear, its eyes fixed on a young Sudanese baby, waiting for it to die. Xu Zhen has recreated this scene in ‘The Starving of Sudan’. Walking into the brightly lit room (moving out of the dense darkness of ‘Decoration’) you are immediately confronted by the heat and smell of organic matter where a tiny living memory is re-enacting/performing this horrific moment. It is quite apparent that this piece hits an intrinsic human nerve – hearing the sudden rapid intake of breath or seeing the hands that flutter to the mouths of those who stumble into the gallery – providing testament to a kind of universal understanding of self-worth. After receiving the Pulitzer, Carter subsequently rose to the top of journalism fame overnight, only to be found two months later, dead in Johannesburg, from self-inflicted carbon monoxide poisoning. It is said he was a highly competitive man who craved professional recognition, whose death was mired in a guilt conscience heavily exacerbated by the press who soon came to question the ethical difference between voyeurism and journalism (argued in his leaving the scene without knowing the fate of the child). It is this dark side of ‘truth’ and ‘conscience’ that Xu Zhen prods, confronts and willfully, perhaps sadistically inserts his own artistic practice.” (by Zoe Butt)

and then Catalina responds:

testing grounds, experimenting, creating boundaries and limits.

education dictates a constructive criticism of cyclical, natural living and its definitions by the restructuring of humanity in terms of its fitness around what “be” and what “is”

by education i mean culture, social constructions in terms of community. an attempt to define an interphase to bridge the confusion in which we have grown to assume others as not extensions of self, a familiality with all beings that we lose as we sculpt our innocence to encase our lives around the dreams of others.

i want to assume that limitlessnes and limit is the same, that the multidimensional continuum is real, as i see it and wish others to see it, i believe that Xu Zhen succeeds in this type of genital twisting, where the audience becomes a victim vicariously, a situation and site created by a performance which transcends its own context.

a baby child and a vulture both waiting for the same end, where their physical emergence (by nourishment) dissolves the boundary and limit of persona and human importance.

the fact that this situation rather common in nature, in an external iteration, where the site of observation, the site of child, and the site of adult predator are maintained we see the dissipation of the physical site. site where this specifically alluded type of interaction may naturally be present. this is to say that by the biochemical interaction (proximity-smell-recognition, visual cue-recognition) between the observer and the observed dissipates the spatial boundary by emergence of awareness into a collective conscious of predator and prey where the predator controls the longevity of the prey. in other words, situational interaction is an integration of dimensionally communicative behaviours. the observational interaction of the isolation of a human thus describes the psychology of each reality as biological responses homogenize the existence of the predator and prey until the prey becomes food.

now if we think of the photographer and his self-inflicted death, we can also infer a dissipation of a personal human boundary much like the baby’s where hyperawareness of himself as like the vulture, where his observation and documentation of the dying baby placed him parallel to the “wild” predator. like if we imagine all the succulent relishing of the baby’s meat by the bird once the child’s body has reached equilibrium with the environment is equal to the reverence and glory subsequent to receiving a highly prized journalism award as the Pulitzer prize. i hope this isnt what drove Kevin Carter to suicide.

Dear Xu, what do you make of this? in case I have missunderstood your piece…

statement of purpose

Posted on November 9, 2008 by icecreamwithyou

“Way in which I affect the surrounding sites and environment in a site-specific, manner is in and of itself a public performance installation summoned by pure inhabitance and or presence. As well, this projection which we call living I observe in terms of belongingness to locality . Public interested are whom archive the arts of the surroundings utilizing phylogenic human technology. Demonstrating thus the deformation of environmental perception as the audience / public adapts to artwork. A practice of exemplary recycling shapes a culture of exhaustive scarcity promoting conservativism at all costs; which expects to form a virtual and physical syllabus to impress, by reduction of uncertainty in subsequent generations, a greater fitness onto the species. To successfully achieve this goal, I have prepared by obtaining an bachelor’s degree in Neuroscience, led by my interest in the somatotopic sense organization and the biochemical interactions of multicellular organisms with their surrounding environment. This knowledge I supplement with observational comparative studies of human variations in common living spaces and conceptual art experimentation of various media. I believe that attending ______ will provide me with a constructive opportunity to refine my practice of performance installation through interdisciplinary collaborative work under a non-medium specific program.”

ULTIMATUM: please hire me, or I'm moving to TEXAS!

Posted on October 13, 2008 by icecreamwithyou

lolo.

I mean, if I find a job that starts in January, I would probably stay in the west coast to kick it with you pretty often…

my CV currently looks like this:

- honors student in X HS, will graduate with a BA in Neuroscience and Languages with the lowest GPA known to history by christmas 2008
- marginal office job type of skills, i can bring water and quicken all your receipts! but do not ask me to do any graphic desing… I will performance paint a beautiful site-specific and political mural inside your office by recycling all your dry dry erase markers and old coffee grounds instead!
- fluent in Spanish, Spanglish, French, Frañol, Frenglish, English, Hinglish, and survival Hindi
- mastery of color mixing in any medium. if i can imagine it, i can color it with whatever may be at hand
- doctorate in making ultimate dance parties anytime anywhere, especially outside, during the day and barefoot the un-hippi way
- you could also hire me as a blogger
- I have a driver’s license but prefer to take public transport
- I have hookah bar work experience, translating verbally work experience, tutoring some kids work experience, washing dishes and taking out trash work experience
- I like to put on conference workshops about gay stuff and art stuff and love stuff and earth stuff (WOCC 2008, WRLGBTIA 2007)
- I am somehow very efficient and dependable regarding work output and quality of creativity in terms of limited resources… especially when confined to a well-supplied box of privacy
- internships are cool, I am down to intern!
- I have a GREEN CARD so I’m always legal
- I have the perfect PA voice, so even if theres nothing to do, I can say fun stuff and keep y’all awake
- I can clone, mutate DNA to express fluorescence in neurochemical proteins in e.coli cells
- I can work e.coli in several different medium and under lots of antibiotic treatments for lots of purposes
- I can tune annealing temperature like no other!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- Gel electrophoresis and me and dna extraction are homegirls yo
- Organic substrate extraction using benzene is no joke! and purification and ID!
- AND rolling blunts

- ehhhhh……. im useless………. but effin down to work it!

but yea, i cant start until after graduation (so January) due to the fact that I would like to be an excellent worker!

—————————————————–otherwise Catalina will be…

just moving to texas to live for FREE until grad school starts.

WHEN? december 22nd i leave from ONT
to WHERE?? a DART away from Dallas/FW/etc

ya i know its no riverside over there, but somebody’s gotta do it for the Deep Ellum and surrounding dry areas…

YouTube – irreversible

Posted on September 26, 2008 by icecreamwithyou

Mijo: NO ITS NOT

Posted on September 23, 2008 by icecreamwithyou

a more classical music video actually based on the ultraused premise of lame video art

Ya

Posted on August 13, 2008 by icecreamwithyou

Showing off
David el Papi so his Veronica won’t stray

mejórate!

Posted on July 23, 2008 by icecreamwithyou

the extended death of bubbles in the riverside air may be attributed to the combination of heat and low air moisture

Posted on July 12, 2008 by icecreamwithyou

it is interesting to notice that soap bubbles in the riverside air live longer as oil suspensions than as water + surfactant solutions. this comes from constant observation of the lenght of stay of a buble and the rate at which a bubble pops or disintegrates into the air.

bubbles blown into a room which can be crossed in five steps, also open to the external environment through a door sized window in the city of riverside take a decisive diaphanous dive into the floor. usually they disintegrate into the air by blurring their interphase and becoming part of the thick particular fluid which i propose might be happening by voronoi tesselation, since no debris from the bubble is to be seen fall on the ground.

voronoi tesselation has been defined by Icke & van de Weygaert in 1991 to be the random distribution of a points around a plane, each point representing the center of a sphere of uniform expansion. so when spheres intersect, they form an interphase and we can see the result of that as mousse, or foam called voronoi foam. this may also be attributed to explosions and the formations of galaxies, to bubblebaths, to mixing paint, to photography printing, to coloring, to making soup…

and most importantly, to pompas de jabón dissipating into the air.

so, to illustrate my hypothesis that air quality affects the lifespan, strength, and quality of soap bubbles I propose the followig course of study. further research would lead this hypothesis to determine the effects of the composition of breathable air on the mammalian cell membrane both internally and externally, as well as the importance of these properties in the immediate gratification of the female woman

proposed materials and methods

to determine the identities of particles in the air, a gas chromatographer… i think any will do since they all do the same thing no nanothech there.

to measure the densities of the gases mixed in the air, a raman spectrometer.

a modified light microscope with camera to observe, measure, and record the physical behavior of the bubbles studied… someting in the range of 50-100 megapixels might suffice with appropriate imaging softwar

to measure the pattern of tesselation during the pop point, i have yet to obtain the name of the machine… physics people are keeping too much to themselves these days

a voice recording pocket machine, to interview self-identified latinas

a pocket-sized digital camera to photograph each woman interviewed

would YOU happen to have these machines and laboratory / desk space that i could borrow for the lenght of this study?

**UPDATE**

two conversations have begun to modulate my experimental setup by their interesting theoretical provenances.

the possibility for a mathematical illustration as more plausible than physical observation, more economical and more boring but a proper virtual model could replace the need to observe and create a theoretical experiment using the laws which we can measure
experimenting with different materials to make a hydrophobic-hydrophillic layer that would maintain the life of the bubble… but this would render the soap bubble a ball, which it is, but doesn’t perform the functions of a soap bubble

So I have decided to explain myself much better. I want to determine the environmental requirements for breathing air that would be moist enough to allow the soapbubble to live in the air and move slowly, but dirty enough to absorb the bubble’s moisture and dissipate the surfactant into the surrounding air, where the soap stays suspended until its entire disintegration. That is to say that the bubble doesnt pop and the soap does not just fall to the ground to make part of dust.

Gas chromatography of air pollutants at different air densities would provide a starting point to creating the optimal gaseous environment in regards to the measured density of the soapbubble constituents using liquid chromatography.

Also, precipitation tests would be necessary to determine which air particles may precipitate a substrate when combined with soap bubble chemicals. Because we are attempting to prevent that exactly!

SoOoOo these preceding steps would need to be quantised, normalised, and re-tested in experimental practice to obtain any mathematical material that would be helpful in designing mini environments in which to test soap bubbles in real time.

Then gas experiments would follow to determine presence or absence of chemicals.

It is possible that viewing bubbles through a microscope or high-power recording equipment would aid in determining the proper disintegration of the soap bubble, but it will be a harder task to prove voronoid tesselation of the soap and water molecules into the volume of the gas contained in the enviroment simulation.

** update **

ok so voronoid tesselation can be explained mathematically from the readings the experimental setup would provide!

now onto gathering formulae and definitions

***** update ********

voronoid tesselation as observed by a sculptor:

the extended death of bubbles in the riverside air may be attributed to the combination of heat and low air moisture

Posted on July 12, 2008 by icecreamwithyou

and most importantly, to pompas de jabón dissipating into the air.

proposed materials and methods

to determine the identities of particles in the air, a gas chromatographer… i think any will do since they all do the same thing no nanothech there.

to measure the densities of the gases mixed in the air, a raman spectrometer.

to measure the pattern of tesselation during the pop point, i have yet to obtain the name of the machine… physics people are keeping too much to themselves these days

a voice recording pocket machine, to interview self-identified latinas

a pocket-sized digital camera to photograph each woman interviewed

would YOU happen to have these machines and laboratory / desk space that i could borrow for the lenght of this study?

**UPDATE**

two conversations have begun to modulate my experimental setup by their interesting theoretical provenances.

the possibility for a mathematical illustration as more plausible than physical observation, more economical and more boring but a proper virtual model could replace the need to observe and create a theoretical experiment using the laws which we can measure
experimenting with different materials to make a hydrophobic-hydrophillic layer that would maintain the life of the bubble… but this would render the soap bubble a ball, which it is, but doesn’t perform the functions of a soap bubble

Also, precipitation tests would be necessary to determine which air particles may precipitate a substrate when combined with soap bubble chemicals. Because we are attempting to prevent that exactly!

Then gas experiments would follow to determine presence or absence of chemicals.

** update **

ok so voronoid tesselation can be explained mathematically from the readings the experimental setup would provide!

now onto gathering formulae and definitions

***** update ********

voronoid tesselation as observed by a sculptor:

Meschan Breasts romping on a day of independence!

Posted on July 4, 2008 by icecreamwithyou

MESCHAN SUMMER 2008 PRESENTS FASCINATORS

Posted on June 27, 2008 by icecreamwithyou

the Fascinator crazy given birth by Catalina and Caleb

“this is my clitoris

reading itself a bedtime story

because YOUUUUUUUUUUU ARE GAY!

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the OK GROSS bag

Posted on June 26, 2008 by icecreamwithyou

painful sprains, bruises, and torn ligaments are only part of which bike riders suffer while abused by people inside metal cages suffer.

i want to end the suffering by creating a bag that neither a bicycle rider can carry while riding (as it will slide) yet its only objective is to demonstrate the difficulty in attempting to transport the body in light of the dangers abound.

pale shiny is ligaments which support transport… yet they are slippery when exposed

baby poo green innards are bruises that must be ignored when out on the street trying to safely reach the bike lane

the fruit as a basket

knotted like the shoelaces of a lazy americawn

fits only those four things that a girl must carry at all times. maybe a little bit more just this once